A Soul's Story

Don't judge people with tattoos

2012-02-12T21:42:00.000+08:00

I found this picture very inspiring :)
Not all people with tattoos are bad and uneducated. Ok maybe... yes just a small portion of it can be like this guy.

Video sharing !

2012-02-08T18:43:00.002+08:00

Here's a video that I wanted to share with you for today's Video Sharing :D
I watched this during Sociology lecture and it was a beautiful short film *sniff*
That's <br>
That's why I love sociology~ Lalalala
Oh and by the way, the creator of this animation is Kunio Kato. He won some Oscars before in 2001, 2003, 2004 and 2008.
He deserves it (^_^)

2012-02-05T18:51:00.000+08:00

Finally I got Otoosan to train with me Aikido~! Although I do not fully bring him down, I was glad that he exercise and somewhat amused about how smart Japanese martial arts are *huge smile on my face*
Umm...I finally finish my MS assignments and while I was randomly searching through the internet for ideas, I chance upon Kumar videos. He's Singapore well-respected Drag Queen and his jokes are improving.

If you don't behave, I tell the Indian man to catch you XD

So anyway, I include him in my assignment.
I bought this classic book which I haven't read yet called "Silas Marner" by George Eliot. I will read this when I have time..
Other than this, I have quite an amount of book list that I wish that I could have one.
1) Ellen Degeneres

2) Destination Truth ( I seriously don't know that this is published O_O)

3) Silent Boy by Torey Hayden

Still waiting to have some time to go to Kinokuniya bookstore with bucks in my pocket *pout* Nevervmind, I'll be getting allowance during my 3 weeks CA and hope it will at least do after deducting some of it for parents :)

2012-02-03T13:47:00.006+08:00

Do not give up.

Life has it ups and downs and only those who gave up are the ones who did not turn to God for guidance.
Be patience. You're still young. There's so much you have to know.
Though patience can't be acquired overnight, it is just like building up a muscle. Everyday you need to work on it.Trust in HIM for he has the reasons for everything.
Thou weep and complain but trust HIM. Just trust him and never questions his motives. He will always be there for you.
When your life seems to be going downwards, read the Qur'an. It has a lot of stories to tell us.
Do not give up for one drop cause ripples in a puddle.
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I really hope that you will not give up. Even though I don't fully understand how you feel in that situation, I'm willing to help out. If you need someone to talk too, sms me :)

You're always my trusted friend (^_^)

-Ayakane Aki

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Arrgghhh....today's presentation is horrible. Although I have most of the content, there are some parts that I skip like I jump from Point (1) to Point (3).

It's really frustrating, aside from their hard-work in trying to speak properly. I really want to score well. I don't want to be average anymore. All talk but no act but sometimes, that act itself goes down the drain when you least expected.

Fight till the end

2012-01-28T15:31:00.003+08:00

Yo~!
Yesterday the class becoming emo as we gather around telling each other about what make us feel lousy or regret in our life. Truthfully, our teacher said that he will personally read it and will not tell everyone about it but sheesh....teachers will be teachers....always knows how to lure us into their traps *sigh*
But, one of my classmates story touch us all and I kinda understand why he wanted to become a nurse. He cried then we all cried but please, fight on ! Isn't this what life is all about? Each person has their own destiny and fate that we all must face.
Fighto-oh!
What makes me feel lousy?
House chores, comparison between Imouto and I. Filled with nagging that did not encourage me at all. The end.

Did I post about how I lost my ez-link card? I did tweeted it but anyways, THEY DID NOT CALLED ヽ(●ﾟ´Д｀ﾟ●)ﾉﾟ
Of course they wouldn't. Like real there are nice people in this world who will get back to you immediately when they have retrieved your card. No...$18 in that card is wasted. I did remake a new one but haven't block my previous card because the instruction that they given verbally on the phone really make me feel lost 「(°ヘ°)
I was never born to understand on the spot and immediately understand what she said there.

Exams is around the corner and I'm so pissed of as to why they did not conclude that it's study break. Hello? Exams is on February and they still give us assignments to do. We [FAILED] at time management. Busy busy...*mumble mumble* gomen...I'm just stress off. Hot Choc. does not help me feel any better.

I found this interesting questions on facebook and I want to share with you guys for those who do not follow me :3

This is a personality test created by myPresonality. I really like their apps.
So here's the explanation of my results.

Openness

This trait refers to the extent to which you prefer novelty versus convention. Approximately 24% of respondents have a lower openness raw percentage than yours. From the way you answered the questions, you seem to describe yourself as someone who dislikes needless complexity, and prefers the familiar over the unusual. You might say that you are more conservative than many, but not to an extreme level, and that you value practical outcomes over flighty imagination.

Reflective question: How do you respond to people who have lots of new ideas?

Conscientiousness

This trait refers to the extent to which you prefer an organised, or a flexible, approach in life. Approximately 16% of respondents have a lower conscientiousness raw percentage than yours. From the way you answered the questions, you seem to describe yourself as someone who is impulsive and whimsical, and fine with it! From your responses it appears that you would say that sometimes decisions need to be made quickly, and that you make them quicker than most! You would say you are zany, colourful, and just generally great fun to be with... as long as someone isn't relying on you to get some work done.

Reflective question: How do you feel when you are working with someone who is very organised?

Extraversion

This trait refers to the extent to which you enjoy company, and seek excitement and stimulation. Approximately 0.1% of respondents have a lower extraversion raw percentage than yours. From the way you answered the questions, you seem to describe yourself as someone who is quiet and somewhat withdrawn. Your answers describe you as someone who doesn't need lots of other people around to have fun, and can sometimes find that people are tiring.

Reflective question: How do you like to spend your spare time?

Agreeableness

This trait refers to the way you express your opinions and manage relationships. Approximately 28% of respondents have a lower agreeableness raw percentage than yours. From the way you answered the questions, you seem to describe yourself as someone who people can find difficult to get along with when you first meet, as you can be suspicious of their motives. Your responses suggest that over time though people warm to you, and you to them, although that doesn't stop you telling them "how it is".

Reflective question: When others are experiencing problems, what do you do?

Neuroticism (Emotional stability)

This trait refers to the way you cope with, and respond to, life's demands. Approximately 54% of respondents have a lower neuroticism raw percentage than yours. From the way you answered the questions, you seem to describe yourself as someone who is generally calm. Based on your responses, you come across as someone who can feel emotional or stressed out by some experiences, however your feelings tend to be warranted by the situation.

Reflective question: Which situations make you feel under pressure and which situations do not?

So if you have facebook account, try their personality quiz !

2012-01-21T23:14:00.000+08:00

Today I had quite fun at religious class and I'm not going to share it with you φ(^∇^ )
Hehe...it's regarding to Fridays. That's all I want to tell you.

Alright so today, I went to Pasir Ris to do a new ez-link card and report it loss. Actually, I still freaking did not know how my ez-link card slide to that small hole at the back of the bus seat !
Then ask the bus driver for help but apparently he is a China man and I have a hard time communicating with him *cries*.
Useless to learn my main language.
Then I went to look at Popular bookstore with Okaasan and siblings. Saw a book called, 'Please Protect Mother' [?] Did I get the title right? So yeah and a comic, ' Are you Alice'. Man, I wanted to buy these two and 'Silent Boy' as well !!! I want a collection of books!

I find sociology interesting. How the society and the environment affect the individual, social factor etc.

Muhammad Ali

2012-01-17T20:18:00.001+08:00

He's not only a great boxer but an inspiration to me.

I believe in the religion of Islam. I believe in Allah and peace.
Muhammad Ali

2012-01-16T21:42:00.000+08:00

I'm feeling so relieve now that all assignments are complete. All that's left are presentations and final exams (｡◕‿◕｡)

I realised that after all the steep hills that nearly made me feel like I was about to fall down, I persevere and finally manage to go all the trouble and end the day with a smile. Thank HE for making my life a joy and filled with life learning journey. ♥

Sure, there are times when we are feeling trap in a hole and trying to dig our way out but it will work out. We just need to move on and upwards. With each dirt that you dig, lay it on the ground and continue to do so, the dirt will be collected and lift you up.

Despite knowing that I have to lift my chins up and face the world, emotions hits me hard.

Recently I am being quite emo and wanted to be alone because that's my mini self-reflection and assurance that my life will be better. The only time when I feel belong is when I'm in Aikido. I guess if you have interest in the things that you take, no matter what, nothing will bring you down. I wish my life will be like this. The story of fairytales are a beautiful lie. Prince charming will not pick a pure girl out of nowhere, the glass slipper does not only fit Cinderella's and Happily Ever After quote is just a hope. Though I like to think that HE is still trying to write down my love story (^^")

So how's your day everyone?

Let's do our best and live life to the fullest. Be yourself !

-Pictures taken from WeHeartIt.com

2012-01-14T10:48:00.001+08:00

Readers~! I miss blogging *cries*
But I'm afraid that I will be on hiatus till February for my final exam...
Maybe I will still be blogging if I have the time. *sniff*

Anyway, there is this video that my lecturer showed it to us and I find it hilarious because well...it's true.

This video shows how gender (male & female) usually do and expected to do in life. But of course, there are some parts that I'm sure not even I will do like: going to the toilet with a bunch of other girls_＿φ(°-°")

Tomorrow is grading and I want to get over with it (-^ 〇^-)
Muahahaha....hope it went well !

2012-01-08T18:42:00.000+08:00

So stress right now which makes me really pissed off !

Assignment is due this week and next Sunday is already grading

Feel like screaming my hearts out but crying at the same time.

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No I can't chill ! Finals exam are like February !!!

2012-01-07T23:04:00.004+08:00

Lol Barney XD

2012-01-07T12:29:00.003+08:00

WHY U NO GIVE ME SELF-CONFIDENCE ?!

2012-01-05T14:21:00.004+08:00

Living in an urban life is slowly draining my energy. High expectation and standards...ugh how I hate this life.
I envy the people who lives in those serene rural countries. Though they have trouble financially (maybe), it's really peaceful and your immunity will be much better than people who lives in rural ones.
You get to appreciate the slightest nature without even bother about how you are going to be late like due-date for your assignments and all that. You get the drift.
Though sometimes...technology spoils me XD
I just can't seem to be separate from it especially entertainment stuff!
==
『Reality』

Yay for Thursday. I will be hyper when it's Friday as usual ^^

Yesterday I did not get any studying done because I was completely knock out from exhaustion. I feel really bad but it can't be help.
Now I need to plan a solid schedule but these irritating assignments makes me want to break a window!
→ MS journal
→ NR articles

Final Exams on February
And yet you still want to give us assignments *sigh*

When I was at Harris Bookstore in Jusco, Malaysia, I read this interesting book called 'The Silent Boy'.
I wanted to buy it but I don't want to further decrease my parents budget. Oh, I want that book! I read only the first few pages and it's addictive that I do not want to stop reading XD

We have a movie screening and today, the lecturer showed us "And The Band Played On".
Don't get it wrong, it's not about music and stuff but it's about the discovery of AIDS and how humans actions makes a difference in stopping this disease.
It's a really great movie filled with science, gayness (yes...there's gayness included) and bit's of politic. Applaud to that man who stood up and voice out his opinions and everyone in the lecture theater went on clapping :)
That's a sign that the movie is good ~ Hehe!
Anyway...gotta go now. It's 11:25pm already.
おやすみみんあさん～！

2011-12-31T19:17:00.004+08:00

Dear 31 December 2011,

It will be the end of your chapters and God will write more new chapters for me in 2012.

What I hope to achieve tomorrow?

[] Save money

[] Do my report within little time with the best I manage. No excuse.

[] Revise well. Memory...you're so bad to me (-__-)

[] Be more a good sister to my siblings.

[] Listen to my parents without sharp criticism (Bad tongue!)

What I want to endure?

[] Loneliness (Just go with the flow)

[] BF

[] Greed

[] Jealousy

I know I'm not up-to-standard this year.

I did a lot of bad things like lying and raising my voice towards my parents. I'm so sorry.

Slacking and not taking seriously until that time comes. Don't you hate that? To have that slight motivation with all talk and no actions. The next thing you knew, you reminisce the whole thing again.

I want to do better.

I want to be stronger than my classmates.

I do not want to be look down by others.

I wish there was a library where I can just be alone and hang out there like in the mangas.

Yesterday, a question pop up in my mind and it's all that girly thoughts. When will I have a BF?

Am I too young to think about that? Then came a thought that open up my mind.

What about my younger sister?

I'm sure she won't be able to find one. She's special in the eyes of my family even though she is normal on the outside. I don't want her to be alone. I'm sure Otouto will be able to find one but her, わからない。。。

I'm not going to be in peace until she has one. In the meantime, I will look out for her silently and all of my goals for my family a secret. If one leaks out...I guess they won't notice or cause a problem.

I hope my family will understand why I will soon not pursue further studies after my completing this course.

I hope they did not bring up anything related to this course at all. I'm sick of it. Humans is not my thing. I like being surrounded by animals and plants. Nature.

The sickening same sound of trains and busy city. Tense atmosphere and high expectation for each and every one of us. I feel like a controlled toy who is meant to do the same routine.

But this is all God's will.

There's no deny in that.

Come to think of it...I can get a car license?

Wait...no, not until you're 21. Aaaahhh, I seriously need more money to save and bought a bigger car for the family. A promise is a promise.

Anyway, let's try our best. You did stir a lot of trouble for me huh, 2011, but I'm slowly picking up the pieces. When I become more mature, perhaps I can understand clearer of what had happened lately.

Well...

Happy New Year.Your time is up.

From: Ayakane　あやかね　秋　：）

Trip

2011-12-30T14:50:00.001+08:00

27 Dec 2011
We went to Johor and slept in my uncle's house. Extremely tired *sigh*
The traffic was not bad.
Night time, we went to Pasar Pandan as usaul to buy CD's and other stuff that we wanted to buy. I bought Tekken: Blood Vengeance and it was awesome !

The story flow is superb and animation is very smooth~! As expected from Nippon and the game themselves :)

28 Dec 2011
We decided to head out to Melaka Zoo and this is my review in all honesty.
I love the variety of animals there. That's it.
Huge disappointment in the service as it was crash-and-burn and the animal cage looks a bit...dirty and the some of the animals looks a bit stress like the raccoon.
The Burger King there had limited choice even they put a variety choice on the menu. Poor poor poor.

So after a trip to the Zoo, we went to Mydin nearby.
Just wanted to buy food hehe...to bring back home oh...especially the Maggi and Porridge in a cup~♥
Well...the Maggi in Singapore does not taste great like the old days and I find it convenient if Porridge in a Cup is sold here. Just the same-old-put-a-hot-water-in-a-cup way.

29 Dec 2011
Last Day of the trip. The whole family are very hungry so we quickly pack our backs and eat at Jusco.

9pm
Home Sweet Home :D
I miss Kira and my bed !!! And darn...I still have two assignments to do! Articles !!!!

Sherlock Holmes: A Game Of Shadows

2011-12-26T21:23:00.000+08:00

Today I went withみつきとみどり to GV cinema to watch Sherlock Holmes: A Game Of Shadows.

Rating:★★★★★
Yay it's a full rated one !!!
Very witty and you can understand the story unlike the first one of Sherlock Holmes :)
I'm sure it was worth the watch.
After the movie we went to the Food Junction at Century Square and ate some food.

Bought Teriyaki Chicken.

We went to Cash Converter and I saw a used Yamaha Piano which cost like $688. ROAR !!! That was cheap for a piano especially a Yamaha brand !!! hmm....never mind...when I grow up, I will have money to buy at least 72 keys or more that can help me finish the song completely without have some missing keys (*irritate)
とにかく~!
I'm content hanging out with them (^__^) ありがと～！

2011-12-25T22:05:00.000+08:00

Have you been teased by your aunts/uncles saying that you look like some artist?
It's so embarrassing *covers face*
For me, they keep saying 'Siti Nurhaliza'. So what about you?
Did you love to be teased unnecessary and feel proud of it or you just wish for them to stop it ?
Me...I don't wanna !!! I just want to mind my own business sitting in a corner...uh...that's what I normally do since my cousin are either too young or too old. *sigh*
Darn...~~I'll never find get a BF like this ahem~~

That aside,HAPPY HOLIDAYS~!
あなたの家族の〜との休日お楽しみください！

Sometimes I feel like

2011-12-22T22:38:00.003+08:00

Credits to http://apelad.blogspot.com/

This always happens when I did not want to hear a person complaining in front of me....fuu...
Such a boring day...nothing to do but play Digimon

oh...and assignments *blink blink*
Self congratulate myself for completing Pharmacology PowerPoint (n__n)
and now on to Sociology assignments ! Maybe later.
I really hate this feeling when at first, you are motivated but when you sat down, the feeling is all gone.
Going to change blogskin again because my eyes hurt because of the colour fonts. I honestly don't know where is the colour code for this theme :/

11:42pm

Yay~!! Change blogskin done :3 Hmm...it's been a long time since I watch wrestling XD
Wonder who's the current champion of each category...

2011-12-18T20:45:00.000+08:00

Yo readers ~!

Just feeling so hype just because it's raining here in Singapore.

Rain never stops coming day by day especially in the afternoon ~ ♪

Just download Digimon World 3 to my laptop and I miss this game lots and lots. I played it on PS1 a loong time ago and still liking the story plot of the game.

In my opinion, it's better than Pokemon games but still Pokemon games are cool except, it's just the same outcome and plot so it kinda bores me. Meh...

Now still doing project and a bit of re-editing to the slides (luckily they remind me. As usual, I forgot that we have this *sigh*) Oh well...back to assignments :/

CA is finally OVER ~!!

2011-12-16T23:38:00.002+08:00

YAY! Finally the long dreaded attachment is over :D
I just want to share you this event that occured on this very last day of attachment.

Let's say the main character is A and B.
-A has a more superior position than B. While B is busily doing a procedure,
-A came and asked B about two critical patient.
-B is very busy and told A to asked for another person since she does not know about it.
-A went rambling on how it is important to know their condition and told her that A has a lot of cases which he need to handle but B has a lot more cases than him.
- B then told A not to raise his voice to B but A just simply gave an answer that he is 'merely' gave an order. ( Actually, his voice ARE louder and stern grrr*)
-A became pissed and started to 'scold' her for not doing her job properly in public (in the eyes of other patients with their relatives) and jolly went away from there.
- Poor B became hurt and silently bear the pressure.
- Meanwhile, A is irritating the hell of the other peers and they too think that A needs to chill !

So in conclusion, I think it's unfair for A to treat her that way!
B do a lot of stuff than him and due to position, it kinda became a weakness and helpless no matter how hard you try.
Here is B who work in that place for years and years but A is like...maybe a few months [?] Did you get the point?
If there is a conflict, they will cover A first than B just because of his damn position :(
I hate it. What have I gotten myself into with this course. Humans *cries*

But anyway, I get to do quite a handful of hands-on. The nurses there were nice ~♥
Hope the patients will be able to lead back to their normal life~ (^__^)
My mentor gave me a feedback while getting my grades: Pro-active but too quiet. (-__-? )
I expect that but my socialisation is a huge problem.I really have trouble being friendly with the others I mean, I don't know how to start a conversation for a start.
And I have nothing to say! Really so what do you expect me to say? Oh, the sky is blue. Huh?
I did try. You just don't know how I live my life in this society. You should see how my life is. Just don't say anything until you have been with me for a day or two and observe.
I know I received lots of advice but they are not helping. (T___T)
Oh how I hate this feeling *cries*
Darn you my past for making me like this...It's so hard to trust people now.

There's still assignment to do *sigh*
Life *shakes head*
Well...my life is so narrow-minded.
I got the results for my common test :)

AAP2: D+
NSL: D+
ChemBio: A
Pharm: D

As long as I did not fail one of them...I'm alright. JiaYou for the finals !

Just sharing a website for inspiration. Subhannallah they're awesome ! Linkie here

So this is your silent girl with a lot of words, Ayakane, signing off v[^__^]v

2011-12-13T21:32:00.000+08:00

I'm being kiasu now

2011-12-09T21:54:00.000+08:00

It's been nearly one week of my attachment and I had fun. I have a lot of opportunity there and was frequently helping out. I just hope that I won't fail this attachment if not, need to stay back and do another two more weeks of attachment *shiver* I really plan to slack and sleep during that time!
So far this is all I have done:

Day 1
-Feeding
Day 2
-Feeding
-Diaper changing
-Drainage & Measuring of urine
Day 3
-Hypo count (I love to take this one ^__^)
-Transfer of patient on patslide (Two of them)
-Forever diaper changing [=.=]
-Observed History taking
Day 4
-Bathing and Bed Bathing
-Hypocount
-Feeding
Day 5
-Parameter (Auto...I can't do manual because I can't hear the beats >.< )
-Sponge Bath
-Act as a translator :3

I wish that I can do NGT feeding and Off I/V plug...better check the textbook again.
It's been hard because of high expectations and need to remember the abbreviations. Beside, the doctor's handwriting are illegible. Curvy and swirly [@.@]
My heels are aching. Need rest !
All in all, my schedule is packed! I really have no time to sit down and drink a sip of tea. *sigh* The life of young adult.

I finally bought Yo-Jin-Bo ~♥

It's a visual novel whereby a normal high school girl, Sayori, found a pendant and mysteriously being transferred to the past and dreams about this Princess Hatsuhime. She soon realised that she was in Hatsushime body and thus, continue the life of a princess~! Ahaha....I love visual novels !

2011-12-03T22:03:00.002+08:00

Hello everyone ~!
Exams are over but not much of holidays for me :(
There will be clinical attachment and assignments to be done. *sigh*

Put that aside, I have been playing a lot of games recently especially from:


Link

I really love some of their games like Cute Knight Deluxe, Fatal Hearts, Spirited Heart and lately I bought the latest Magical Diary. The latest has a great story plot so try their demo! [^__^]
It was cool to have an all-girl simulation and I love this genre~ Any games that you can recommend me?
Also, I have been wandering around with this awesome websites:

http://www.ragestache.com/
http://www.givesmehope.com/

Their funny and inspirational respectfully.
From Ragestache:

*click on the image~~
and here are some of the stories from Give Me Hope website:

Today, my boyfriend and I were holding hands, walking through the city together.
A little girl, about six, went out of her way to run up
to us and told us we were a beautiful couple.
We are both boys.
That little's girl's acceptance GMH.

A boy was dying of cancer and needed an expensive brain surgery, but his family, broke and desperate,
couldn't afford it.
His 8 year old sister Tess took her piggy bank savings to a pharmacist in order to buy a 'miracle'. It just so happens
that the right man witnessed the little girl's tears at the pharmacy counter: a neurosurgeon. He performed the surgery for free.

My little sister came home from school one day and demanded I take hel to the library so
she could get books on sign language.
I asked why? She told me there was a new kid at school who was deaf and she wanted to befriend him.
Today, I stood beside her at their wedding watching her sign..."I DO".

Imouto borrowed a really cute comic called ' Happy Happy Clover' Love love bunnies <3 !

Today we went to Suntec City to buy this washing machine at the low price that was advertise on the paper but when we got there, it sold out. So, it was quite a waste of time for us to be there hence, we went back thinking we should buy KFC instead.
Randomly saying but...why is food getting expensive lately [@_@] ?

2011-11-26T09:22:00.001+08:00

Friday
MS lesson was fun as usual. We played human tic-tac-toe but overall, the purpose of this game is to see how we group ourselves. For example, one side is always chinese and the other is malay. Topic for today is nearly about discrimination and prejudice. Singapore is a great example with so many hidden actions.
Anyway, I got the grading schedule :D
It's on January and now, I will try to smooth my techniques~ Ah I wish there was someone who can train with me :(

Common test is near and I just want to note that I will be on hiatus again

So I will not be blogging in a few months.

Take care readers :)

2011-11-23T22:40:00.002+08:00

Argh...I really need some sleep. This course and extra lesson are draining all my energy here D:

What to do...this is life. Basically the routine is the same.

Done! That's it! Only we need to squeeze in a 'bit' of revision, homework and project and....etc
I mean come on, who does not like to sleep?
It helps to relax your whole body and rejuvenate yourself. Once more, you're off to lala land ♥
Who wants that :D

Basketball was okay but I never grew taller than usual. My AAP lecturer said that we will stop growing at 18 years old? Eh...I thought it was 22 but nevertherless, I really hope that I grew just by a little cm. Please....onegai! Haha XD

Now need to get back to my revision (=.=)

Must score well !!! Get out of this course !!!

2011-11-18T12:19:00.001+08:00

Now waiting for another six more hours before my last class started and so we will call it an end of Friday :D

I'm done with my sociology assignment and went to print it at the library of my school but when I click the print button, it printed on one page per slide and not on both side

That is such a waste of trees

I am quite a noob when it comes to printing. (*being crushed by a large, bold word 'NOOB')

Social life is manageable. I got to go with 3 of them and have lunch with them. Nothing much and at least they did include me in conversations. I don't know whether I can return the old me before that incident happen but I really don't want to say things such as "I want to go back to how things were before". I recognize how I am right now, and I will continue to live on.

Even though I have been hurt before by those heartless glares this also helped me to understand that around me, there still exists some gentle glares. Therefore, I definitely won't run away. That's what I'll do. Definitely. Always.
-By Aya's Diary One litre of Tears

Sidetrack....I watch this youtube video called 'SoSingaporean Part 2' and it was funny at first but after quite some time, that feeling wears off :|

So if you are feeling down and need a boost of laughter (included that if you are a Singaporean but whatever!), go watch his video at Youtube.

There is still Madrasar exams and me and my younger sister still have not study for the topic

Common reason: Lazy OR There's other things to do (OxO)

2011-11-17T11:47:00.003+08:00

A lot of things happened like yesterday where I nearly fail my NSL exam ( but I just pass after the assessor thought hard long enough. Uh... just thinking of it make me so sad but I pass...just pass ( T_T)＼(^-^ )
I was doing feeding but the assessor just talk with the other assessor on the other side of the room and not looking at what I did. At the end of all the procedure,he said that I did not do this step but I actually have :(
I don't blame him since it's my fault for not getting his attention and say loudly.
I keep saying that I need to study hard but that's not easy to do.
I don't want to quit this course because if I quit, it will be harder for me to get into other course especially veterinay. At least, I have a diploma. It's not a waste of time because I see nursing as a need in my life.
I also do not want to be view as a quiter and weak. I need to prove to them that I can do it and get A's.

Side-track a bit, my school got attacked by bees. Luckily it did not reached to my area.
Congrats to 弟 who got into express class!
Study hard yes?

I found out that grading is next year (/"ㅇ")/
Huhuhu...ok nevermind. This let me perfect my moves. Yes ! HWAITING !
Speaking of Aikido, I saw Pierre Pang for the second time in the dojo! And he is black belt which is very impressive. That new kid is so lucky to have him teach him.

Attachment is on the way and I really not looking-forward to it.
Should I write my social life a bit in this section ? Like how am I getting along with the people around me? We'll see later :)

2011-11-05T17:50:00.001+08:00

Firstly, I will like to answer Faha's questions since she tag me ~(*waves ^^).

1. You must post this rules. 2. Each person must post 11 things about themselves in their journal. 3. Answer the questions the tagger set for you in their post. And create 11 new questions for the people you tagged to answer. 4. You have to choose 11 people to tag and link them to the post. 5. Go to their page and tell them you have tagged him/her. 6. No tags back. 7. No stuff in the tagging section about "You're tagged if you're reading this" you legitimately (aka really, trust, with all honesty) have to tagged 11 people.

11 things about me. That's quite alot (*sweatdrop)
- I like sports :)
- I love to write in my diary~♥
- I can get emotional whenever I watch a sad movie. Even though it's a little part!
- I prefer to be a follower rather than being a leader. Not my cup of tea.
- Never will I drink coke or any gassy drinks outside. I will usally drink lemon tea or any fruits drink.
- I have such wonderful friends whom I treasure the most! Midori & Mitsuki chan ! We've been friends during our secondary years and if I lose any of them, I will lose my faith in friendship ( ._. )
- I don't have a good memory. I tend to remember moving pictures and not words. Who does?
- I can sleep-talk if I am too tired or after 12am. (\\\) But on rare cases, I will be sleep-walking. Follow my father-side
8-I prefer science as my subject than anything else. Currently on nursing but, not so-fond of becoming a nurse in the future.
-I have socialise problem since I was Primary Six. (Yes, sometimes, teenagers change dramatically during these periods...but I have awesome support during my Secondary School ! *hugs* )
- I believe there are reasons to people who do wrong things. Don't blame them.
- It may be a harsh road but there's always a reason to why HE make me choose this path. (scroll down to my entries where I explain further)
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Her questions:
1|Any favorite blog you would like to recommend me to read? Why?
-Melludee is good because she's really reflective and sometimes can give you great product review :)

2|Have you ever fan-girling/fan-boying over something/someone? Elaborate.
-Yes! Since K-Pop fever, I have been fan-girling pretty much...espeacially Super Junior. (bows)

3|Do you think you're independent girl/boy?
-Totally. Look at how many friends I made ( a handful of them) and how my past made me for who I am now.

4|Any ironic life experience to share?
-I was sleep-walking to my parents bedroom and started scolding my mom (O.O) The next day they asked me and I really did not know what happen during that night!!

5|What do you expect to see from yourself 5 years from now?
- Get Blue belt for my Aikido and pass my GPA then change this course of mine (Grr...)

6|Any hidden talent that other people do not know about you?
- I'm pretty much...sadly plain.

7|Why did you choose to create a blog on the first place?
- I wanted to improve my english and do some life reflection.

8|Are my questions over the limit? Sorry, sorry.
- No, it's not ^^

9|Money is not everything. Do you agree with the statement?
-Yes. It can't buy love, wisdom and happiness. Okay...maybe wisdom there's a limit to that (because you can buy books for knowledge and all that).

10|Recommend me a good place for camping? Lmao.
-I seriously don't know where to that question.

11|Is tagging people necessary? Elaborate. Again. HAHA
-Yes. Just to make sure there are still people reading your blog (*nods nods)
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And now start with my entries.
As I mention, HE made me choose this path even if I don't want to because I realise that I can take care of my parents in a better condition. My siblings can't since one is autism, another is a not-helpful guy and another is soooo young that by the time she's in Primary school, I'm already working!
Hence, it's already finalise that I need to take care of my parents and support my family in the future. Wow, ALLAH really make it hard for me to realise this so I guess when maturity comes, some of the questions that you don't understand will be answered.

Oh....the bird died
It was so sad. If only Okaasan did not step on it...
Never mind, hope it will not have any grudge on our family. Hey, animals have feelings!

My school has this 'PE' subject where we need to choose these sports activity and stick with it throughout the semester. I choose basketball because I want to grow taller XD
It's fun and I didn't know that basketball is more than just throwing and shooting the ball into the basket. Phew...the coach is interactive so credit to him. He has some cool moves despite his age of 50's. Hehe!

Aikido has a new member YAY! During our gathering, the seniors bought us Old Chang Kee food for us and the meeting was so fun. Not the serious lecture type but more of the bonding type. I seriously wanted to go for grading but schedule was so packed (*cries*) Blame on you course!
And why can't I stop falling for him! He's nearly my standard but one fatal reason for me to not completely like him. I want someone who will remain by my side, not leaving me alone.

Life is like a tree. If you have a stable ground, it doesn't mean everything is all right. There can be heavy storm, dry soil, disasters etc that try to bring you down.
If you bear fruits, it doesn't mean it is sweet. It can taste bad sometimes.
Branches is like our social life. Each branch consist of smaller branches until the end.
The leaf can be our love ones or that special someone. It can just turn brown and fall off or remain healthy green.

2011-10-25T20:55:00.001+08:00

Hello Bloggers~!

It's been 13 days since I am active. Studies and homework been pilling up lately. Gah!
Have you seen my recent tweets?
We have been taking care of a baby bird (not a mynah) not long ago and it was super cute <3
I don't know its gender but it's so pampered!

At first, it's recovering well.It begins to spread its wings happily...until Okaasan blindly...halfway step on it Щ(ºДºЩ)
Ah...I was so angry that time that my inner thoughts keep repeating: "Stupid, Stupid! Are you blind?!"
It was shocking and again, the bird went onto its recovery process again.
Now, it's recovering well...ALHAMDULLILAH !!!

Have you watch one of Tombuscus Literal trailer? It was epic and I love how he uses words to sing about the trailer.
Here's one of them: Harry Potter ones

Last Sunday, I watched this program called Unnatural started a topic that they brought up is scary. It's about SUNDS aka Sleep Death.
We can die at anytime and anywhere according to ALLAH's will. :/

School is fine...
As usual, social is soooo hard for me (*cries)
The topic about Endocrine system is so hard. Jia You !!!!

Sometimes, a good start ends with a bad ending

2011-10-12T09:58:00.002+08:00

What a day (*sigh)
Today is where I can finally hang out with my 'Mi' friends :D
Although it's just a short while, I really enjoy it. We did bump into a lot of our old schoolmates and they grew so tall now (O.O)
Next time, we planned to go to somewhere else other than going to Tampines Mall as always...
Group Photo:

Nyahaha cute they two ~♥♥♥
Anyway, I want to see how Dina's picture of us from her handphone so hurry !
Point to Note to Midori & Mitsuki: If you're uncomfortable of showing this picture here, then just sms me and I will respectfully remove this pic here ^^ Actually, I don't mind :3

Tonight after Maghrib, while I was watching a soccer match between Singapore and Jordan (screw them, Singapore always lose but I am proud of them ♥ ), Imouto fainted.
We were panicking since this is much more worst than the previous encounter and luckily there's a cininc nearby so I dashed to the clinic to see whether if they have a wheelchair but no they didn't.
HOW COME
Then I rushed back and use my study chair that has wheels on it.The doctor said that there is no space to put it and I went...'Ah....=___= '
Ugh...what a night. She is okay now thankfully.
And again, my question begins, will I be going to be a vet in the future?
That is still unanswered. I'm still wondering who should I pity more. Humans or Animals.

Officially end of my CA

2011-10-07T16:40:00.000+08:00

Finally after weeks of helping the patients, it's time for me to stop what I'm doing and get the heck out of there.It's not an emotional farewell event if I must say because I'm not that close to the patient :|

"A patient is a patient and we must not take them personally"
-My lecturer

He explained that no matter how much you tried, they will still continue to think of their family first and yourself the last. True.

But I guess that Mr Lim, one of the patient there made the CA enjoyable when my lecturer is not around. He is witty and very wise. We bought a gift for him and he asked we must we go to so much extreme.

Aww....that's all right Mr Lim. It's for you :) Take it ~!

Nicole and I have the same thoughts. We want to change course and is aiming to score good GPA to do it. 2 more years...　がんばれ～！

We knew that it will be a long road

Someday we will be able to achive our dream.

Oh yes, after our CA, we had lunch together at BBQ Chicken. Lecturer treat us all. Thank You !!

How nice of him but he can be impatient when it comes to food. Tsk tsk...typical.

So now, I have one week holiday and I hope that this sunday I can spend my time with Midori & Mitsuki_chan :D

Any plans just sms or tweet ♥

I am so going to Aikido this Monday or as often as I can because I want to go to grading so bad (; A ;)

2011-10-05T22:51:00.000+08:00

I am feeling sooo pissed by this person when I help her move back to her bed.

She: Singaporeans always never use their brain *I nodded* espeacially the malays
Inner me: What did you say you **** ???
| I remained silent |
She: Sorry eh, but you're still young and you got a lot to learn.
Again Inner me: I'm not helping you anymore (>___>) Sayonara !

Can't you see that it offended me? Critisizing my race like that. I knew that there will still be racism occuring here in this country...Ah...just two more days and Ganbatte for myself who is trying to survive this course and Mitsuki_chan for her exams :D

2nd week of CA

2011-10-01T13:43:00.001+08:00

I have fun throughout the second week of my CA :)

At least I gain trust among the patients and helped them to go to the toilet and change them (.___.)

But still, communication is still a problem (*haiz)

Mainly Chinese (; o ;)

But anyways...I still don't want to have this as my future career. Defiitely not.

Yesterday I went to get my new spectacle but when we arrive, the shop is [CLOSED] !!!

It closed just before its original closing time so wwhhhaaaat ?!?!?!

So piss off you know.

I want to buy a new slingbag since mine is starting to wear off. My old favourite bag is starting to detoriate.

This trusty bag has been with me since Secondary 1~♥

Wow! That's six years (^__^)

The bottom started to flake aready and light has been passing through it so I can clearly see the that the bottom is going to be having a big hole if I keep putting heavy stuff in this bag.

End of the week

2011-09-23T22:29:00.003+08:00

It's the end of the week and so far I have been on attachment with one of the community hospital here hence, that is why I rarely update my blog nowadays. MIA

.ごめなさい～！

So yeah. This is what happen while I was away .

20 Sep was my birthday. I didn't expet much since I rarely celebrate birthdays but today, we had pizza instead of a cake. Yummy ~! The cheese are soo nice (*mouth watery)

My aunt gave me birthday money (YAY, love you ^__^ ) and so, that's it
(´･_･`)

Nothing much as usual but thank you for the birthday wishes from my Mi friends !

Wish we can hang out one day!!

Seriously, hectic schedule and stuff ugh !!! When will they end !

So the attachment was uneventful. Unlucky or not, I got assigned to a ward which most of the patient seems independant except for a few...

I learned how tiring it is to be a nurse espeacially convincing a patient with dementia.
But I want the children ward ( T ^ T)

No way I will be a nurse in the future but at least I learned how to handle some procedures that will be applicable in the near future (again), towards my parents.

I still misearably want to become a vet. I will not want this to be my road at all.

True enough, I heard that some of the students withdraw from this course. Hmm...

Anyway, I am so sleepy right now. Good night readers (*wave)

2011-09-17T00:56:00.002+08:00

Suddenly a friend of mine called saying that she wanted to go to school to get her username and password for our school app. It was 11am by that time and I was playing my PSP in my bed ( ^ ^)"After gotten get called, I frantically try to find my Ipod to see whether I have the username and password and I could not find it..(*pout)

So then I decided to go with her. By the time I search for my ez-link card in my wallet, there it was :/

But then I already promise to go with her so I decided to tag along...for the sake of her.

Very long day there.

We went to the office and this sir help us with our Ipod but despite him helping us, I really hate his guts. His joke is not amusing (-__-)

After such long hours, we walked out of the office and I wanted to buy VitaSoy. Guess what? Their covers are sooo cute \(//∇//)\

These are two of them. Uwaah !!When home alone since she need to go to the hospital for something...*mumble mumble I can't hear the last part....

Oh and I got my exam results today!

C+ 's for AAP, CNP and FON.
B 's for CITs and MIC.
B+ for HP.
And an 'A' for NSL (^___^) ばんざい～！
Total GPA is 3.0943.

Hmm....
Is it a good thing ?

2011-09-11T17:15:00.000+08:00

Aikido grading today so I went there to see how the grading system looks like. Uwaaah, so many people (>~<)!
I also need to pay the remaining fees.
So yes, that's how much I love Aikido. From Tampines to Clementi just to pay the fees and see them.
There's one person who acknowledge my existence and grateful for my coming. That makes my day. Really. It doesn't make me think that I'm wasting my time there.

Video Of the Week_asdf4 ^^

2011-09-08T14:54:00.002+08:00

I just LOVE their randomness ( >.< )!
Let me hear your thought about this video~ Just go to the chatbox and type about it!

2011-09-07T14:34:00.002+08:00

Today is whereby we send 弟 aka my younger brother to the airport as he leaves for Cambodia (^__^)
Yay~! Finally it's his turn to go other country.We went super early but found out that the flight time has changed to 1pm +
All in all, he and the others who are also going for the trip met together at 11am. Phew...
There were quite a lot of students who went there. 26 of them plus five teachers :/

Totally fall for Gag Concert. They are sooo funny! Da la la ~♥
Even おとおさん compliment that they are very witty

I understand quite a bit on how the Aikido grading will be like.
Even though I'm not going to take the grading this year, I'm scared about points being deducted just by wrong position (ㅠ.ㅠ)
However, I will love to try the free-will fight where we apply Aikido freely when someone attacks you!
That will be fun. Doesn't it? (^V^)

2011-09-04T22:44:00.001+08:00

How is everybody~♪I have been away to join my family on this Hari Raya by visiting my relatives.
It was fun :)
I got to know that one of my cousin volunteer at the zoo and I want it (O o O )!!
My aunt told me that if there was frequent volunterism, it is possible that they will offer a job there (^__^)
Coincedentally...we have the same passion of becoming a vet
Of all the person....I am already awkward with him (*pout)

During the holidays, I finished this drama called 'My Fair Lady' and I am currently watching 'Spy Myeong Wol'.
I love them both hehe ~^^

There's this channel on YouTube called: "ImprovEverywhere" and it holds a great video. I love the mute video much. It gives me a two dimension. Go check their videos during your free time.

2011-08-29T22:23:00.000+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya to all Muslims in the world ♪(*^^)o∀*∀o(^^*)♪

2011-08-26T17:47:00.004+08:00

Sometimes, I hate how Otoosan talks to me. His words always hurts me, not physically but emotionally. There are times when I want to throw him on the ground and break his bones but of course, I can't do that. He is my father and it's a sin to hate your parents.
All I can do is remain quiet and distract myself from having bad thoughts. The anger that is within me, I will channel it to my Aikdo skills. Come to think of it, today there's training but I'm not going. It started at 5:30pm and it's tiring especially when a person is fasting. From Tampines to Clementi, [ x.x ]
Darn...I miss them

So before I finally admit that I do hate him...there's nothing positive about him anyways. Such sad confession that I have to make on my fasting month. (*sigh)

PS: I just wanted to express my anger and feelings so....hope you don't take it personally. Just be worried for me ( .... )

Okay, let's put my depression aside...
Exams are over and now, will be waiting for my attachment and SAH. I wish that I had not 'burn' my uniform :(
It was accidental! How could I known that strong heat will cause a hole in it (=.=)
I didn't know that our uniform were that delicate!
Made in Indonesia, who could have guess ( >.>)
I only have one uniform with me (*pout) and for sure I will not be wearing a dress. It's hideous.

2011-08-24T14:40:00.002+08:00

Yet again, I change my blogskin (*sweatdrop)
I got bored...again with the design so to keep myself from being M.I.A.

Tomorrow will be the last day of my exams
After that, I will be totally slacking and I can't wait for that!
I heard that some of the SuJu members got hurt while recording on Dream Team. ああ。。。do recover soon [ T^T ]

I bought book 5 of The Warlock since, its on sale (*.*)

It's sad that the previous series are out of stock because I have been chasing it and finding it in every store but to no avail (*cries)
So, I dont quite understand the flow of the story and what did I miss ?!?!?!
For sure, Josh has created an alliance with Dee. Uh...how stupid is he

Singapore is having an election and I really find it funny because all of them has the same surname: Tan.
So who knows a person may picked the wrong Tan ㅋ ㅋ ㅋ
On the serious note, SR Nathan did a great job in maintaining our beloved country and I'm sure that everyone salutes him. Sad that he need to step down...

2011-08-19T14:40:00.001+08:00

Today is the first exam !

It was manageable and while I was waiting for it to start, I started to try out this new application that I download and take a picture of the balcony~

The application is in korean so I don't know what the name is

But overall, I am very satisfied with the results. It's so picture-perfect espeacially when it's under sunlight. Breathtaking!

The last picture is where the optional Aikido held. It's inside this very building (the one on the left). Nothing much but it's a really great place to pray when no one is watching because there's three huge cubicle in there.

2011-08-18T14:26:00.002+08:00

So going to the Super Junior 3D movie :D Anyone want to accompany me?

2011-08-14T17:05:00.003+08:00

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It's too cute ♥♥♥

You got to admit it !!!

So yup, study week has started and I lately I have quite an event thses past few days.

Last Thursday

I had dinner with my classmates and lecture at Swensens near Bugis Junction.

We ordered A LOT of food and were bloated due to eating too much ice-cream [ x.x ]

When we saw the bill that our lecturer need to pay for us, we were feeling shocked and pitiful that he need to fork out mch money for us. Eeek! More than $300....

Thank you sensei, we were so grateful for you to spend much of your money on us (*bow)

We finish the day at 10pm.

While walking down the Bugis Junction, I finally saw this face mist product at Etude House that I saw on korean drama [ ♥o♥ ]!

I want to buy it so...got to save some money.

Last Friday

Despite my experience in Aikido, I learned the basic terms to it such as:

Katate dori = Wrist lock
Kata dori = Shoulder lock
Ura = Back Technique
Omote = Front Technique
Ryo = 2

Senpai told me to create a facebook [ "x~x ]

I don't want and I knew that he will asked me this, someday !

He...can be irritating sometimes. Despite his height [ x o x], he has a lot of advantage on us. His mouth can be pretty bad as well (*grumble) lame joke...but his advice is acceptable.

I recently download an Ipod app game which are 'Touch Detective' and Ellie-Please Help Me Out'.
I love them both since both of them are mystery case ㅋㅋㅋ
The only difference is, Touch Detective is quite a juvenile game with unexpected events while Ellie features a more eerie and mature ones ( I do not want to play this at night..honest)

2011-08-09T12:47:00.002+08:00

It's a public hoiday so I have some free time to blog. Yes~!

Reading Mitsuki_chan blog, I do really feel nostalgic XD

Wish that we can pend time together so I suppose I have free time on 11.11.11

Maybe. I still haven't confirm about my attachment (geez, I hate you =.=)

Exams is very near around this month and September so I will not be updating much

ごめなさい～！

Hmm...this Thursday, as a class, we will be eating outside at Swensen (just beacause of Ice-Cream buffet =.=") Me and my malay classmates & teacher perhaps want to buka there but...don't you guys think that ice-cream can make you full x3 ?

I don't think so.

I think Friday I will be going back to train Aikido again but sad because I will be missing the grading this year. Really cannot do so since it's fasting :/

2011-08-07T18:06:00.001+08:00

I made myself sick again from all that revisingOr the smoke from my neighbours while doing their burning rituals. Darn, my body cannot stand pressure. Sooner or later, I will fall sick.

Anyways, it's such a cold day ne? ~ I just feel like snuggling in my bed with tons of blankets on me...

2011-08-05T20:38:00.006+08:00

I know it's late to say this but

HAPPY FASTING TO ALL MUSLIMS~~

Let's rest our stomach and pray how lucky we are to have a shelter and ample of food at the table. :]

Super Junior Comeback is DAEBAK

I love all of them and will miss them next year since Teukie and Heechul will be in military service

The album is eexpensive because the album size is huge (O.O) Has anyone seen it? But since this is the last of them, I want it :>

I wish I can get Yesung cover page~

Lately,I have been so stress lately due to the pile of exams. Dreaded exams.... Why won't you die

Being emo lately because I know where I stand among my classmates. Being alone is horrible and I don't know what's going on around me. I love the quote: Silence is the loudest cry but I guess nobody notice it.

Babbling now because I am so focus on the upcoming exams ~*sigh
I also bought BB cream because I heard that it's good espeacially if you are outdoor much and yes, it does! At least it last longer face-powder. Light and it does not make my skin heavy. :)

Oh! Nigahiga is back with Skitzo ! I miss that haha espeacially Hanate!!

Ah, my cramp really hurt. It still haven't gone yet.
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that I do not bite.
I want have friends just like you.
I want to socialise as well but you went off to your own group.
Talking to the others in other language that I don't understand makes me feel left out.
In the end, I stop and walk away from you all.
If someone ask me who is my friend, I am afraid that once I said their name, they will backstab me.
If someone ask me whether I have a crush on someone, I will told them that yes, but it hurts because he is sitting right next to me and I know that I can never have him.

2011-07-30T22:05:00.001+08:00

Friday:

Senpai told me a really interesting story about my CCA and how it is still active even though there are only a few of us.

The sensei was quite unfair saying that Aikido has no bonding. It's just Aikido and that's that. So, Senpai himself created a plan for us to bond together and that is on Friday.

Interesting story because a lot of happened before I join Ngee Ann. There is this legend about a 120kg brown-belt holder to a lot of members joining Aikido.

Sadly, as each year pass by, the amount of member dissipate greatly leaving only 5 of them because of a lousy leader.

There's also story about gay and lesbian but they have quit Aikido as well. There are some M.I.A as well.

After senpai told us that he was really passionate in Aikido, he set up a booth all by himself, send a excuse note just to stay in the CCA booth. He even planned the camp all by himself. Then he went home and study till late.

After listening to him, I find him to be a great senpai. A cool one with great leaderhsip. It makes me want to stay more in this Aikido espeacially my school Aikido. I'm touched. Now, I guess we will be having a new leader since this is his last day.

So yup, I love my club more, especially with the people around me. Even though they talked to each other in Chinese and leave me there, they make me feel a part of it because they talked to me as well and joke about.

So, we need to keep a secret from our sensei. If not, we will be banned from bonding...

Fasting is near and the first exam is on the same date !!!
Uwwaah (>.<)~!

Note to Mitsuki blog: Midori said that XD ~? Now I rarely have confession from either one heh ^^" That's...interesting O.O

2011-07-28T16:14:00.000+08:00

This picture kind of hits me.

I have been neglecting, pushing away and shutting down this feeling. I just find it hard to accept it. I am speaking from experience from people who are in a relationship. They share their feelings to me and all I hear is negative comments so I thought, "Ah, being in a relationship is not a good thing."

Not only that, I did do a double-check and the results is from my parents.

Though they are the best parents that I ever have, they have so many flaws in their relationship (but I guess it depends on an individual ) but I will just mention one only :)

Ponit #1: They do not help each other with house chores leading to Otoosan too dependant on Okaasan almost anything (*cleaning, cooking even getting his own drinks Geez >.>)

I really admire my prophet who is so helpful and never lose his temper. When a husband is hungry, typically they can be moody and bad-tempered (not to mention, aggressive) but for HIM, he said that it's alright and so he fast. Sugoi ! There's no one else like him. It will make the world person life easier

School presentation today was soooo plain. It's hard to make them understand. Daijobu, I will do better in the next presentation though I hope that there will be a different leader. I am so bad in leadership skills !

Singapore VS Malaysia match today at Channel 5! Go Singapore!

2011-07-23T22:32:00.002+08:00

Last Sunday

My family went to see the railway near Masjid Hang Jebat. It will be the last day and Okaasan said that she felt sad that the railway will be removed soon.

But since I am not born during the building of this railway, I must respect her feelings. I know it will be nostalgic.

Together :3 How I wish it was a family picture (sob)

During that day, I watched this old and classic movie about a girl name Sybil who have personality disorder and I find it really interesting that I wanted to share it with you :) I will upload the first part only and if you are interested, you may search more on Youtube.

Friday (22 July)

Yes, I know it was that long X3

New member joining Aikido and his name is Ryan. Two Ryan's hehe ^^

Grading is September !!! Let's do our best mates!

Everytime when we are together, we turn hyper already 8D

Now that's what I called togetherness [?]

Today (23 July)

Religious class was ok. I got back my test and the result was not what I expected. I got 80% ~

Yay !!!

I can't believe 1 August is fasting month already! That's sooo fast. I wonder how am I able to cope when I need to travel from Tampines to Clementi and walked up the hill to my school.

Dead already ...

WOW, SUPER JUNIOR IS FUNKY NOW XD Ah, DAEBAK !!!

Singapre VS Malaysia !

For the first time, Singapore make me proud as they won. Though it's 5-3, AWESOME !!!

Hope they can continue to with this effort. Ah, that was the best feeling that I have missed in a long time!

Oh, I received an award for the first time from Cha. Thank you ! 감사합니다 ~♥

So this is the first time I receive a blog award and I don't really know what to do now (*sweatdrop)

The Rules:

Worship at the feet (or makeup vanity) of the person who nominated you and link back to her (or his) in your post.

Share 7 facts about yourself.

Pass the award on to 15 other bloggers

Contact your nominees and let them know you tagged them.

♥Facts about me ♥

1) I hate it when people talk to me while I was eating

2) I cannot concentrate when there are other distraction. To make it short, I can focus on one thing and that thing only!

3) I love to daydream a lot

4) I still love to watch Mask Rider Ryuki

5) In reality, I have social-problem

6) I am not a huge eater. I eat like a bird XD

7) Love Nigahiga, KevJumba, Smoosh and Enokibun videos !!!

♥I want to give this award to ♥

1. Mitsuki

2. Melludee

3. Faha

4. Pikakitty

5.Merel

6.Raychoco

7.Yuri
8. Nicole

Ok! Ah, 15 bloggers is too much X) So sorry for breaking the rule hence, THANK YOU for giving me this award. (*Bow)

2011-07-21T16:51:00.000+08:00

I was sooo frustrated now.

There is so many assignment to do that it makes all of the students here confused because we were sorted into different groups for 3 different lectures. Ah, dizzy dizzy.

Oh, I saw my old secondary school came to my school and I saw DJH (you know who ,right girls?). Man, if it's only Mitsuki then I will suddenly become hyper and never let her go XD

Force her to follow me to my next class hehe ^^"

There is so many things that I want to share with you but not now. Too busy so do look out for Saturday.

じゃ～！

2011-07-16T22:40:00.000+08:00

Let me tell you about my schedule for the weekend.

On Saturday, we are super busy. Usually we have weddings or invitations to attend and then, we have our religious class. Saturday is a very hectic day for us. So for us, Saturday does not count as a rest day.

Sunday is where we don't have any activities going on. Very relaxing but by then, I need to finish my assignment and revision on that day itself.

It's so stressful...

I wish I could just relax and not doing anything for one day.

Oh yeah, just wanted to share this with you but apparently my school has this course about make-up sponsored by maybelline. It's only $10 deposit and the good thing is, you can get the money back if you attend it. Wow, why didn't my secondary school do that? At least we get our money back but I am not much of a fan with make-up so I'm not joining. If there is hair stylist than that I will go!

There is also mindchamp >.>

I love them but their method is not really helpful to me at all.
So Ja~!
I'm going to sleep now. Night everyone ^^/

2011-07-16T10:58:00.002+08:00

WHY MUST MOST OF THE TEST STARTS ON MONDAY !!! NO!!!!

2011-07-15T15:18:00.001+08:00

Today is awesome !

One of the lecturer fell sick hence I only have one lecture for the day :D

-UPDATED-

So I don't have to present our presentation today. Yes, yes!

There are tons of projects to do now and test is coming up AGAIN D:

Why can't you just die !!!!

I am tired already and hate the word 'powerpoint' now. :/

As usual. there is the slacking Aikido training and I need to buckle up haha!

But there''s one thing that I am irritate at today. That girl talk too much. One thing you are praticing with her and ht enext thing you know, she sat down with the other senior and talk with them. I left there standing daydreaming of what to do now. Ugh (=.=)

She is nice but just...talkative.

New members WOOT~!

2011-07-12T15:00:00.001+08:00

Yesterday (Monday)

4 new members joining Aikido. Yes !

Can't believe we got them so fast :D

Of course, our mates are happy but after they watched us trained, I don't know what they are thinking with that look on their faces. But anyway, YAY!

They say that the camp is fun. I wish I can join but this ばかあ course of mine have clinical attachment on the same date as theirs.

I need to buckle up. Grading is near. On August. HWAITING xP

Senpai did say that our course have consistent 'C' grade. Well, let me try to get a B grade for you guys ^^

Today

Can Singapore get more hotter or what (~dead*)

I have a lot of project to do and I am too lazy to do it but I have to do since I lost a lot of marks for not doing my previous assignment. Date overdue already (*cries)

2011-07-10T17:29:00.000+08:00

Early in the morning, we went to Johor which I dreaded for months after that horrible incident (*shiver)Well, Okaasan has already told me that he know how to drive to Kit Mart and home and it's important to her because the vendor needs our measurement for our baju kurung.
So for breakfast, we head to Singgah Selalu then immeadiately to our destination.
After our measurement was taken, we went to buy my favourite cake...chesecake :D

Yummy ~!

Look kinda like crabstick xP

But anyway, I'm going to do my project now (=.=)

I miss Aikido and my mates.

Ok so Ja!

Pali Pali Ayakane, finish your project and send send send !

New Blogskin again

2011-07-09T14:55:00.001+08:00

I change my blogskin again because I just love it much!So this theme is about cafe which holds soft memories about couple, maybe as example, them ====>

I pick the song, Eru-White Snow because his lyrics match with my theme very much :']

So ごめなさい if some of you think that it's too sudden for me to change my blogskin !

My holidays is coming to an end

Back to studies and stressful schedule.

I am happy though that I can have a well-deserved rest. Fuh~

But when I am back there, I will be alone again (*pout)

New NDP song

2011-07-07T15:35:00.005+08:00

As stated in the title, Singapore is having a new weirder song coming up.

I think I'm not going to watch the TV this year on 9 August (face palm) Who create this song...uh!

I can't make it to the end....
What happened to the old ones ?!?!?!
I know that some of you think that I am ashamed of being a Singaporean but I'm not.
I am PROUD to be living in a clean and diverse country but, it's just that the feeling of Singapore is not there anymore.
During the old times, I feel so carefree~
Running around like nobody business and play till the afternoon
Now, as the rules are getting stricter, I feel like a cage bird.

I am repaying my fast. Yosh! Only how many days then all is complete !!!

Just got bored and went to my old secondary school homepage. First look and I was in awe of the homepage. Hehe ~^^
Check the secondary 1 express timetable...DANCE.
Dance?
WHAT ?!?! Are you serious that's your subject !!!

2011-07-05T16:16:00.000+08:00

Finish watching Hana Kimi and I love it lots and lots~ ^^

Sad that she choose Sano because I will personally pick Nakatsu! Or Taiki...

Honestly, I can be a bit too much when a drama that I'm interested in caught my attention.

I will just stay up late at night just to complete the episode.

...

That's way too much (*sweatdrop) but the point is, the school is soooo cool !

So much fun and surely I will be damn happy it that happens

But it is impossible here (-.-)

I don't even interact with my classmates much...

Reality is so cruel and Singapore is too stress :/

2011-07-02T22:25:00.003+08:00

Yo~!

Another weekend past by just like that ;__;

That was sooo fast!

My school holiday will soon come to an end hence, I will try to blog much but at the same time, I want to maintain myself because Otoosan(my father) recently just quit his job because his family bought a dog.

I’m not against dogs but it’s better if Otoosan did not came in contact with it. Yes, we need to be wiser now about electric bill and other expenses.

My cousin’s birthday :D

He’s turning one this year so, HAPPY BIRTHDAY ♥

Um…that’s quite lame of me to type it here since, I don’t celebrate birthdays for more than 10 years now (*sweatdrop) I forgot how the feeling is like …

All I do during these past few days is watch KBS !!!

Haha, take a chance of it before subscription expires. I want to watch Let’s Go Dream Team !!!

Darn, I really want to Asians to win this time round ( ^_^”)

And…lately there are concerts such so, I watched that too! Mooching here and there…
Got to know new songs but, uwaah, I always miss SuJu performance (*cries)
School project !!! When will you DIE !!!

Survey tactic

2011-06-29T15:14:00.005+08:00

You know what irritates me about donation?

It's where they are trying to get me around the bush and not asking directly. Hence, they are using this, 'Survey Tactic'.

Like for example while I was walking at Tampines Interchange, this lady came and we were having this conversation.

Lady: Hi :) We are doing a project for giving a second chance to teenagers who did drugs before. Can you spare 5 minutes to complete this survey?
Me: (to self) Is it ONLY a survey? (to her) Sure.
Lady: So do you think that teenagers who did attempt drugs should be given a second?
Me: Yes
Lady: *bla bla went on rambling
[Then at the end...]
Lady: So, how much do you think you will give them?
Me: Uhh...$5?
Then the lady went to call her peers and I am force to take out the remaining dollars that I have been saving to buy McDonald.
I was thinking, 'SHHOOOOT! They trick me again!'

So yeah, all in all, I totally hate it when they just use this survey tactic when they can just ask for a donation directly. They are just making me feel cheated (sob~)

Hmm...feel like doing fanfic already. I'm on Part 3 now. Just to pass my time xD Anyone interested?
Ah...speaking of fanfic... Zi unnie, WHEN ARE YOU GOING TO POST UP PART 15 ?!?!?!

Nearly

2011-06-27T14:12:00.001+08:00

Seems like my mood to blog is slowly dissipitating. I don't know what to write because my life is not that interesting and eventful. (however I did try to make everyday of my life eventful.)

So yesterday, it's my cousin's wedding. The same theme, the same people and the same...stuff that I usually do whenever there is a wedding. Now it's the younger sister turn to get married and there's still one more to go!

Mind you that my uncle has straight six girls and most of them are married, every six month but this time, the youngest one may want to marry at a later date.

Then again, it's the same event as this post. Only Fandi did not bring his wife there...

I can say that the weather during that time is wonderful :)

As long as I can wear jeans, I'm soooo happy!

My cousin bent Imouto's bed. They were playing wrestling on it. GAH! She and her endless nagging and revenge talking. Hate it soooo much. Please stop her!

I cut my hair extremely short too during that day. Looks like a boy from behind but I guess I'm trying the tomboy look. Although it makes me look more chinese-looking than before.

I love it :/

2011-06-22T18:34:00.000+08:00

Hum hum...second CA is done and it's a very interesting event. A lot of interaction and feelings of pity hits me while I was there. Animals and Humans...who do need to pity more?

I guess it's humans because animals rocks ! They never fail to be mental :D Always conscious.

There is a client who suffers from extreme pressure from studying. She's only 24 and is in university. Too much studying can make a person *toink ~

Singapore is soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo stressful. It's really a sad thing that we can't have fun or a balance between work and leisure. Why can't the goverment create a new plan like, it's a must for a family to go out and take a brisk walk because almost 95% of Singaporeans here soon will wear glasses.

Hey, all we see here are buildings. Where is the open field with endless green grass?

It's always about education, studying and business. Even the myanmar staff nuse there says so.

What a sad country.

So back to the point, I kinda be more socialise with the client only but not among peers (still...)

It's really fun but it was really hard to handle dimensia patient espeacially those with behavioural problems.

So how was your June holiday so far? What, it's not what you called a 'holiday' ? Yeah...sheesh as expected.

School Pride and Singapore

2011-06-19T13:29:00.001+08:00

I was watching this show called School Pride and it really gives me a whole new perspective on the purpose of the school itself.

It's not only for education and socialising, it's also about the community,new dreams for the students and the teachers who have passion in teaching.

When a school is in a great environment with great facilities, test scores will go up because it motivates the students to do well.

Students and teachers must not feel that school is like a prison. That's basically the quote which I obtained from watching it :/

The school in Singapore is beautiful on the exterior but inferior, not motivating (-.-)

Simple, cheap, metallic chairs and table plus cheap windows that if you push it, it can slide out of its frame and fall to the ground. Hurting someone Remember our secondary school ? XD

Yeah...honestly it's depressing. I have no pride in there.

For me, since I'm from Ngee Ann Poly, it was not that bad. It's not a typical class because we mainly do hands-on so I'm looking forward to go to the class everyday. The teachers there are unique and fun as well.

Lecture hall is just starring at the screen and so-called listening to the lecture. For a long time, you will just hear bla...bla...bla :x

Sometimes I sit at the back and just play on my IPod, surfing...

ANYWAY :D

I'm just lucky to have an education and got to learn so many new things. I just wish that Singapore is not that too stressful and plain about subjects. I wish there's veterinary or flower-arrangement class who knows. Are we Uniquely Singapore?

....

I don't think so.

Oh speaking about Singapore, I got angry at this German video and their conclusion about Singapore.

We are not crazy! We are just...tooooooooooo conscious [?]

If you did point out that we are too proud, then maybe I agree to that :/

2011-06-18T13:26:00.001+08:00

I want to cut my hair short agian.Yay! Clinical Attachment at Tampines Polyclinic is over but this Monday, I need to go at Bedok ones...

Such a misearable job. No way I want to have this as my career.

I don't like cBox so I'll use ShoutMix. At least there is less spamming.

Day 2 Of Clinical Attachment

2011-06-14T18:41:00.001+08:00

I was situated in counselling and it was total slacking (=.=)Not much people in the afternoon. I was just observing....and jotting down notes....and playing with the macchine. So cool x3

Learned that malay's were the ones who commonly have high blood pressure and how to have a healthy diet. Communication must be good and if possible, need to be linguistic.

Exercise yes....I know that and you know what?

The most common question asked by a nurse is: Have you been exercising frequently?

The most common answer told by a patient: No.

Reason: Lazy, No Time, Weak

Day 1 Of Clinical Attachment

2011-06-13T16:47:00.005+08:00

Quick post.

Today is my first clinical attachment and it was one heck of an event. Sometimes it may be boring but there were so many little cute babies there taking their injections X3
Cry and cry so loud
Um....I did get to know quite a few medical terms espeacially vaccinations for babies like 'MMR' for 9 months old.... But still, I do not want to be a nurse. I promise myself already that I will be a Vet. So, I must have the patience to bear for 3 yrs and work extra hard to achieve this dream.
Not going to Aikido today since I end at 4pm and the trip from Tampines to Clementi is soooooo long ! Feel kinda bad but baah! I wanna rest badly.

MIDORI_CHAN, NICE TO HEAR SOMETHING FROM YOU !!!!

New Blogskin. YAY

2011-06-12T21:11:00.001+08:00

Phew...finish making a new blogskin (^^)/

What do you think ?

2011-06-11T16:32:00.002+08:00

Hi hi readers :3
FINALLY I can blog at ease without interruption.

So lately I have an intense test going on. This brain of mine is still stubborn as always for not making me memorise the notes. The words just go in and out like this malay proverb:' Masuk telinga kanan, keluar telinga kiri' which means 'Go inside your right ear, go outside your left ear.'

This Monday, I will be having clinical attachment. (Boo....I wanna have a break )

So I hope that I can prevent myself from retort shamelessly to the Staff nurse nagging and all that. Eeeep....

I found a great channel on Youtube: alltime10s

It was very informative although some of the videos....I think they make a mistake. (*Not telling you which. You judge...)

But overall, it was well organize, fun amd awesome videos :)

And also, I absolutely love Chester See latest songs for KevJumba and Nigahiga: Nice Guys ~ ♥

Really sweet (but crushed by reality that not all guys are like this :/ ) Ooopps....guyhater mode is on...

Gomenasai (>.<)

Two movies that I want to reveiw.

You know how I wante to watch Kung Fu Panda 2 ? Well, I did watch it (yeah !!!) with my cousins.

Rating: 9/10 Congrats Jack Black !!!

I minus of one point because it was quite a short movie. Only 92 minutes I guess.

Something really funny happened.

While we were watching Po getting being toss out into the river, this kid shouted...

Kid: "No!!! Daddy, why must Po die?
Father: "Sssshh !" XD

Such innocence! We were trying not to laugh there and concentrate on the show.

Second is where I watch from MioTV and it's called: A tale of Ululu's Wonderful Forest. It's basically about this puppy and this brother and his younger sister found it and adopeted it and was taken care of. When they realise it was actually an Enzo wolf, who is supposed to be extinct a long time ago, they decided to bring the baby wolf back to its mother.

Rating: 10/10 I love this type of movie~

I cried because the movie is so sad !!!

Love this quote:

A wild animal will always be wild at heart

2011-06-08T11:44:00.000+08:00

Today is my AAP and FON test and it was manageable.( YES YES d(^_^o) )
It's like biology but it is a more in dept type.
Now I can peacefully revise MIC now...

2011-06-03T14:10:00.001+08:00

Seriously the paper is easy but this brain of mine
has problem with memorizing 。・°°・(＞_＜)・°°・。。・°°・(＞_＜)・°°・。
Why why... Ayakane fighting! Must pass! Yeah, that's the siprit xD
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What is this? This guy beside me is classifying his mates as power ranger according to their shirt colour (⌒▽⌒)haha...

2011-06-01T21:32:00.002+08:00

TEST TEST TEST IS COMING !!! NO HOLIDAY FOR ME (x.x)
Really stressful just become a student nurse...Aish ( >.>)

SMURF INVASION ^o^

2011-05-31T21:29:00.004+08:00

30 May
I saw one of my ex-classmate on the shuttle bus (O.O)!
So that means he is also studying at where I am schooling. Ah (x.x) I thought most of my classmate were at Temasek Poly but I guess....there is a 1/10 chance that I will encounter these minor group of people.

My class is wearing blue colour shirt. One of them thought of having a Smurf Invasion XD
Really this people.... Fun :D
Our lecturer comment us for having the class spirit. Then one of them explain/joking that it's Monday Blues.... Oh.

Congrats to my senior since he finally got his black belt
Someday I will get that black belt as well! Hwaiting~!

31 May
Today I learned something during HP lesson and it change my view about raising a child. It's mainly about socialise, emotion and communication and how it is able to impact our lives as we grow. The lecturer showed us an example. Her name is Genie and this is her story.

So I guess raising a child is important. I need to treat my younger siblings well in order they will be able to adapt to this world. They are still learning and maturing :)
Actually HP lesson rock. It never fails to keep you amuse because the lecturer is crazy and hyper ^^
You will be awake throughout the lesson. heh

Today our class is wearing black/white shirt. Ahahaha....seriously, how long will they keep this up? All this, "Hey, wear (state a colour) shirt ok?"

I guess I frequently get negative thoughts but I can't help it. It's the way I am. I am updating the powerpoint ALONE. Geez =.=
But I really need to get ~~good~~ great GPA in order for me to change course! Am I just being paranoid?
Oh wait....exams is coming. NOOOOO !!!!

One of my Aikido mate sms me whether I have facebook and I ask him this question:

If you can give me an answer as to why I need to join facebook other than
-Keeping updates
-Socialise
-Playing games
-Save phone bill :x
Then I may consider creating an account.

He replied: It is where can express your feelings to others other than through mouth and sms (cause
the rest can be too passive or personal)

Then I texted back saying that I can write that in a diary or something =.=

Anyway, he sms me so late at night like 11:20pm! I was into my 2nd mode of sleeping already (@.@) Yeah so I eventually met him at the canteen and he said that he will find an answer. Let's see what he will come up or he will forget about it >:D
Anyway, good try :/

Ah, I just watch news on Suria channel and they showed how cows are slaughtered in Indonesia. The people kick the cows head and pull it while it was tied! That makes me SSOOOOOO ANGRY !!!! We're talking about animal abuse here !

2011-05-22T18:13:00.001+08:00

Hello everyone
I have been really sick (again) lately. First with a flu, then the next day, my head feel so dizzy and cramped but still, I went to school BUT by the time I came back from school, I am suffering from high fever. Ah... but that selfish school who keep telling that attendance is compulsory, I need to go back to Clementi and participate in the so-called movie.
The movie is actually a documentary called 'SuperSIZE ME'. I know some of you have watch it :p
Crazy funny XD
But wow, even the cameraman wanted to record the vomitting part...(._.)
Oh but anyway, I'm all right now.
Just suffering from sore-throat...I can't talk much if not, my voice will be lost

Actually I was suppose to follow my study routine but when I switched on my laptop, immeadiately I went to watch KiKi series of Gaki No Tsukai.
Aish...got distracted. Then I went to play some computer game that I downloaded.
Buahahaha, too much pressure of being a poly student.

Last Friday during Aikido training, my bone just keep giving out cracking noise. The guy who I am partnered with keep asking me if I am all right and that if he hurt me or not or feel any pain but no !
I do not feel any pain . Honest!
It's just that...I don't know. With every movement that I do, it keep cracking. The guy said that it's scary already.
Must drink more milk I guess....or I guess it's just air bubbles in my joints.
Man....I wish I can get Brown belt as fast as possible...

Who want to watch Kung Fu Panda 2? I do !!!!

2011-05-17T16:28:00.002+08:00

Yesterday I have NSL results and thank HIM that I pass ~At first, my uniform was burned because I press down the iron much, leaving a hole in the center. No choice, I have to wear a dress. The uniform is so hard to iron and keeping it neatly free from being wrinkled is much harder. Thank goodness I pass (*victory victory!!!)
One of my classmates have a nervous breakdown until the assessor have to give him (yes, it's a guy )a cup of milo to help him relax. Say...I wonder how it goes :/

When I reached Cheers to gather with my team, they were asking when our senpai gets his belt and he said that it will take two weeks before the result is out.
We went (O.o)
He even said that it will take time from Singapore to Japan and back again.
What?! I didn't know that my grading will be like that...

As usual, there's still lots of assignment to be done (*roar)

All right ! That fanfic has been posted and updated on SuJu forum already (*excited)

|Update @ 10:34pm|
We went to Singapore Expo Robinson Sale and it's pretty boring. THe computer games there is not THAT exciting. Oh, I saw Tomb Raider Underworld and then I saw Neverend game. I don't which to pick because Neverend is much cheaper than Tomb Raider (T^T)
In the end, I never bought either one of them.
Why is Snngapore becoming preeettty expensive lately after the election? Okaasan wanted to buy a pillow and one cost $16-$22 at Robinson.
So, bla bla, we went to Tampines Interchange to roam about.
I bought a new cheap watch just in case my handphone low battery already.
Green colour

2011-05-14T12:08:00.000+08:00

I'm not looking forward to Monday this time.It's the day where I have NSL / Nursing Practical Test.
I cannot wear my headscarf at that moment, need to fully iron my uniform too neat and yes, idenfication card (=.=)
You know, I still do not know why I choose nursing as one of my top 5 choice. I'm still pondering about it...

Project and assignments to do and by far, my group is not that reliable. I wish they will at least help me and not asking, "Have you done the powerpoint yet?"
You know what? Let me be mean for once. Screw YOU !!!

Singapore is experiencing some rainy season here :3
Yay~!

2011-05-10T22:51:00.001+08:00

Imouto said the the girls win in the Amazing Race. Aww ( ^ ^")==
This Monday is my NSL Exam whereby the assessor will test us on our nursing skill. Omo omo, HELP !
I just hope that I can detect another person's pulse because their skin is like thick and unnoticeable while mine is easily distinguishable because my veins can be easily seen !!!
[*panic and running in circles]

Yesterday was my second official training in Tanglin CC. Super fun and tiring. As usual, sensei, why can't you talk louder

Something really make me feel 'soft' and I want to savour that moment. I don't know but let's see what happen next week ~♥

Okay so there is a previous post where I talk about my classmates so now, I think I will like to talk about my Aikido gang.
They are friendly and entertaining. I can learn a lot ~~a little~~ Xp from my seniors because they refresh my memory of the technique and its name. Friday is my favourite day I guess. That's because we mainly slack haha XD
Mostly chinese but there is only one malay guy plus me so that makes only two malays in the gang. Never talk much because it's pretty awkward...

Oh yes, yesterday after our training, we need to gather outside and listen to what our senior want to say. Then this senior asked us to form a circle and introduce ourselves (again! Seriously, we did this thrice already ) because there are new students joining us. So when it was my turn and the senior told everyone to say 'hi',
one of the other senior said, "Wait, *L wants to say hi."
Then we wave at each other before the introduction continues. Omo, so embarassing. Everyone was staring at the both of us like something is about to happen.

* Let's name that malay guy, L okay?

Yah, I'm sleepy already but I need to finish the powerpoint. Nights or Good day (Owo)/

No holiday....[*cries]

2011-05-08T19:11:00.001+08:00

Heya (^.^)
For all of you, tomorrow is a holiday because of the polling results but if you are a polytechnic student like me, then there is no holiday
But...I guess I can enjoy tomorrow's miserable day as I got Aikido training.
Yes, I fell in ♥ with Aikido as always. I really am looking forward to it. I need some stress-buster here from all this projects, homework and revision !!!
Actually...I wanna watch the final result of the Amazing Race tomorrow ヽ(>.<)ﾉ
I support the basketballers, Flight Time and Big Easy!
Go go!

2011-05-05T17:42:00.000+08:00

Today I realised that my classmates are very special.

They are entertaining.

One example is that we were waiting outside the classroom before our practical starts. One of them look through the window and started shouting,

"Hey, this can be our next lesson!"

The other: "Quick, memorise it! Who knows the lecturer will test us this."

Soon, everyone started to line outside the window and pressed their head on it and see what the lecturer is teaching them. At first, the lecturer tried to ignore our presence but due to the window being crowded by us and mind you we can see inside-out so she burst out laughing while pointing at us. Everyone in that class turn their back to look at us.

After she teached them, we went in and the lecturer said,"You make a clear point that you are early."

And today, they were making fun as usual. Let me introduce you to these words first.

Subjective = Symptoms or Convert date
~ Can be described/verified only by that person

Objective = Signs or Overt data
~ Detectable by an observer, can be measured or tested

In the lecture, we were asked whether this situation is Subjective or Objective. When the rest said the full word, the guys keep saying, 'Ob' and 'Sub'. Sometimes, they say both of it. Imagine hearing these words echoing through the theater. Super funny XD
All you can hear then is Ob, Sub, Sub, Ob, Ob, Ob....Ooooohhhhhhh (they add extra tone)

I wonder what other personality that I will uncover hehe (^.^)

Seriously, the E-Learning is not that effective. I search through the tab of my E-Quiz and sometimes, there's nothing or it is for the other group. In addition, to be mark that you have 'attend' the lesson, we need to go to the discussion board and debate. Boo....

2011-05-01T17:06:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow is a public holiday and of course, there's no school.However, there is still this online system called 'E-Learning'.
It's where you study at home, using the internet and do some quizes.
I don't wannna ( >.<)/
Quiz is okay but why must it be a project and online group discussion.
So lazy....but I want to get great marks and if my GPA is great, then I can change the course and join Veterinary !
I did asked one of the lecturer...
Ah ! Can go crazy here.

2011-04-30T23:40:00.001+08:00

Aigoo....why did I need to take a blood test again?You see, today, I went to the family clinic to get a Hepatis B vaccination

The doctor asked me whether I am required to take it or not and I told him... yes, I should because my lecturer said so.

He asked me again if I already have the vaccination. Since the result did not reach me, I have no idea whether I did it or not.

So he said that he need to take a blood test in order to confirm whether I need to get injection or not.

That blood check cost $40 !!!

I feel so guilty

Wasting their hard earn money....

I wish to repay them but all I do is silently saying 'Thank You' and pray to HIM that they will have a healthier and easier life.

A lecturer from one of my studies said that everything that makes us us comes from what we expereince in the past.

What he said...was true.

To start it all, I think I will share my most major problem with you readers. Bear with it if you want to know more about me.

1)Friends

2)Love/Boys

So...friends

I always wonder why I can't make friends that easily. I guess it starts from my Primary Six years.

I wanted to join this group in a game of UNO but I always get the blame and they told me that I am cheating.

I know the game like the back of my hand and I ask myself, "What did I do wrong?"

I know I am not cheating. But as the game goes on, they kept blaming me for it and they even gave me more cards that I knew that I shouldn't.

When I can't tolerate any longer, I wait for the game to end and do not wish to play further.

It goes on when I did not get a chance to play badminton.

They know I am of a kind person that they take advantage of it.

I just gave them and sat somewhere else, waiting for my turn but the day ended and I did not get a chance to play it.

There's also something else. Group formation.

I was always left alone and I waited until the teacher pick me one.

I know it's really juvenile of me to think that they hated me just because of this.

But I'm not sure.

As the day goes on, they just ignore me and I became so solitude so I kept refusing to join in a conversation.

I would just sat in my chair and doodle on a blank paper.

Soon, everything just...seem like a fading memory.

Once we graduate from our PSLE that is.

Even my best friend from that time did not even comment on my cbox when I found her blog.

Then in my secondary school life...well, not much since I have found my most trusted frind there that I think, I needed the most.

Which frankly speaking, I only have 2 most trusted friend...

The rest is not important to me. They will just go to their gang and talk among themselves.

Let's skip to now.

I think it's happening all over again.

There's not much malays in my class...just chinese females.

The mainly talk in mandarin, go together here and there and talk among themselves.

Again, I was just tagging along like some little duckling following its mum.

In poly life, there is a lot of group formation and I was just sitting there seething, " Why why why it's always me."

Everyone immeadiately turn to their gang and said, "Hey,let's group together," and things like that.

I wish I can just hide somewhere but the place is HUGE and all of the room and security stuff.

The only thing I can go is the school library but we can't eat there...oh and also, it's soooo far from my next class. Tiring (=.=)

Obviously I have communication problem. But the point is, I lost the sense of trust among the people I live here.

Everyone think that I am arrogant or proud, even Okaasan said so.

Why can't you be in my shoe for once?

I am trying hard to have friends but it's the fear of getting rejected and reliving in the past.

I am use to it and I can't help it.

Yeah, you just continue to speak in other language and leaving me to daydream or something.

Love and Boys

First crush is all it takes for me not to like a boy or getting into a relationship.

It is also due to Otoosan.

Yes, everyone has their first crush. It felt wonderful isn't it but what if that somenone is admired by a lot of other girls?

I don't want other girls to get emotionally heartbreak :/ So, I give up on the impossible boy.

Primary Five crush, oh boy...

He is...quite well-known. Atheletic and has a great personality that I never seen in any guy before.

Religious as well.

When he is with his friends, he treats them well and the way I look at it, it's like a positive warm aura.

How to say...try looking at any guy gang.

The aura...it looks bad...and sickening. Ignorance and....

Uh...I don't know how to explain but I hope you get the point when you try to look at one.

Oh yes, Otoosan. My father.

When I was young, he treat Okaasan like his maid.

Of course...a wife must obey their husband command but what the h*** !

What's wrong with this principles !!! I just can't accept it.

They are not a child anymore and yet you still want Okaasan to make a coffee or tea?

Must we pamper you much?

Wait...sorry out of point.

Otoosan just treat Okaasan unfairly in my point of view.

Aren't couples need to be loving with each other? Not fighting and put the blame on each other?

There was a point where my view of guys completely change.

I saw Okaasan crying in the courtyard, talking on the phone with Obaasan.

She kept saying, 'Mak, nak buat apa? Dia dah marah macam gini...'...

Translation: "Mum, what to do? He's already this angry..."

Otoosan was the result of making her cry.

I don't understand what is going on but I know that he makes her hurt, emotionally.

The more I observe, the more I see the ugly side of guys.

Completely oblivious of what they are affecting to a person.

In short, liking a guy is just come and go. Disappear like a bubble when one is bored.

In this unbalance world where guys have lost their sense of true politeness and romantica.

Not like Romeo and Juliet anymore.

2011-04-23T11:37:00.000+08:00

Yosh, how's everyone?So far, all is well.
I made two new chinese friends there ( whoppee....)
Lecture will be starting this Monday.
The textbook and manual is seriously more heavy to a single POA textbook !
And soooo expensive
I need to make use of it so at home and in school, everyone will be writing and jotting notes all the way *scribble scribble
Oh and by the way, I met one of my blog readers there.
I asked her how she know that it's me, she said that she had a feeling that it was me. ( ._.)
Guess I have to write more carefully this time....
Yatak, I have Aikido as my CCA !!

Uwaaah, Secret Garden is so cool and funny love
Two of the main characters was exactly the same as they have act in THE LEGEND !
I hate to admit but K-Drama has a great storyline despite that all the theme is the same.

So far

2011-04-18T20:54:00.003+08:00

It's the first day of school and we have orientation this week.
I met a girl who lived next block and we thought of going to Ngee Ann together frequently.
I thought that this day is going to be okay but...it's the opposite.
Let me tell you this.
My group (only)...argh...there are two malay girl.
There were three malay guys and they are all the typical ones. Bad ones
I hate you all (*pouts)
The rest were China foreigners.
And I thought my auntie was right.
She said," Guys in nursing are very soft. Don't worry."
I don't think so.
So yes, I was left alone wandering around the campus. I even lost my appetite on eating at the cafeteria. No one to accompany so instead, I went to the library.
At that time, I saw some CCA booths put up but I continue to browse through the bookshelf before I'm tempted to go downstairs and see what CCA they have.
They also have Aikido
Definitely want to join that! I want to continue and achive Black :)
I miss it after quiting the club to focus on my O'Levels ( only blue belt )

When I go home, the bus 154 has a claming route.
It drove under the old train bridge and pass some terrace ( I honestly love to see how people decorate houses...).
I don't know, it was so serene, espeacially if you take the double-decker bus.
It was so nice to have a nice, quiet...hold on, not until the students from some school boards it
Oh, I watch this pizza making and I will LOVE to try and make the ice-cream pizza ~ (*drool)

I love Gaki no Tsukai <3 <3 <3

Timetable I think....

2011-04-17T15:02:00.001+08:00

I seriously don't know what's going to happen tomorrow
So confusing... HELP !!!

2011-04-13T10:13:00.000+08:00

You know what? I think I started to like The Little Nyonya. Not bad :/

Camp Review: Ngee Ann HS Bonding

2011-04-11T16:32:00.005+08:00

Sorry for not updating! I have a camp going on.
Must I say that it was just neutral or should I just say 4/10 ?The camp does help me familiarise with the school but social wise...none.
They did a theme which is exactly the same as the ones when I was in Secondary: Superheroes VS Villians.
I'm in the villians group Venom. Muahaha
My group consist of mostly China girls and a 17 year old malay boy and me which is why I rate the camp as such.
They mostly speak chinese and I don't understand it making me like an outcast and fat hope will the boy talk to me or vice-versa.
While they were discussing about the cheers, I wanted to share my ideas but they just ignore me.
So, the camp failed in the socialising part.
On the positive side, the activities were great...except night.
In the morning we have perspiring work-out and forfeit that we need to do.
But I'm quite bored of the forfeit because it's mainly doing the cheers. Ah, boring!
Then we need to do a lot of crazy cheers which include acting like a monkey and sneezing.
Night...speechless.
It's where they were doing the haunted theme type.
I was scared of course ! I hate ghost type.
I did encounter two ghost in one night in my very own abode when I was young so that incident gave me a trauma I guess.
But the night activites did not have much of ghost antics. Honestly,quite dissapointed
After this camp, I somehow familiarise myself around the school compound.
But you know what?
I think I can get thin by going to my school everyday because my school got A LOT of steep hills !
Leg cramp!
I may get lost in there as well because it is huge with complicate short cuts and all that.

To Mitsuki,
Do you still have my phone number because I did not get your message?
Gomenasai ! And why can't you tag my blog ?!?!?!

Update
Otoosan said that teddy bears is haram
I have to clear or throw it away ....
Well, Otoosan explain that toys is for kids who are not mature or age yet.
Toys that impersonate living things like animals (except trees) is haram.
Looks like I need to find another collection....toy cars?

Kira Is King :D

2011-04-05T15:45:00.002+08:00

First of all, the baby hamster started to grow little fur~

We have one black hamster here ^

Luckily all four of them didn't die. Last time,we have three of them and only one survive

Why does my parent did not even bother to go to the vet EVEN if I told them that I will pay for the bill ?

Their reply is always: Don't waste your money on this.

Waste?

Is this a waste? Saving a cat's live so that they can get healtier...is this a waste?

I don't think so!

Cat is also a living thing, you say so yourself Otoosan !

They need to live as well!

I'm sick of this excuses that

1) they don't have time to go to the vet

2) money can be mainly use to pay human stuff (eg. food, electric bill, daily lifestyle)

3) never think of this much....

But I'm fed up with you guys!

To me, Kira is my precious king/prince

I think Kira is suffering from Alopecia.

Alopecia is a complete or a partial lack of hair in areas in which hair is normally present.

Same as human who is suffering from baldness.

Cause may due to parasites, allergy, hypersensitivity reaction or itchy condition or excessive grooming.

I try to prevent the itchy condition by bathing him. But I know this will not stop the condition pernanently. At least it will slow down the condition.

I really want to bring him to the vet and I know where. Just take bus 34 from my house and stop at this certain bus stop and walk there.

The dream of being a vet is on hold. Since I am going to be a nurse...

I need to prove to my parent that I can be a vet if I excel in this. I want to go overseas and go to a veterinary school.

If I can set up my own store, I will...

1) Lower the cost of treatment if a parent escort them

2) Student and Adult price varies

3) If so, I want to treat mainly cats since, the are more dog vets here.... It does also assured the muslim of preventing themselve from stepping on dog poo....

Okay so Ja! My laptop is going to be flat (>.<)
==
-To those who don't know Kira-
: Kira got its name after his owner watched Death Note. The owner (me) accidentally called him that and he respond with a meow :3

:Kira in Japanese means Sun/Light
However in Gaelic, it means Dark
|What the...it's the complete opposite XD|

: The name is usually given to a girl

: Kira can somehow mimic Puss In Boots eyes...

Movie Reveiw: HOP

2011-04-03T18:51:00.001+08:00

Yesterday
I met Shee Leng outside her workplace :3
Nice to see you again ~!

Today
My siblings and I went to watch this movie: HOP

Ratings out of 5: ★★★★

Remarks: Seriously cute bunnies and evil chicks

But as usual, the ending is quite poor but nevertheless, it's worth it.You should watch it~

Need to go to Ngee Ann to collect that shirt of them. At the same time, maybe I wander about there.

Tomorrow

It's Hyukjae (은혁)Birthday :D

Lots of love from me :3
Our dancing machine and SuJu cute little monkey. You're very innocent too X)
When you are hosting with Leeteuk, it's always bright and fresh!
Mitsuki_chan will surely have a lot to say about you since you are her bias ^^ (maybe :/)
But I remeber this old....post about your conversation in Sukira. Extremely funny !
In Sukira ....

Eunhyuk:"So Eetuekie_sshi can send it to our members and I'll send it to my family."
Eetuek:"The only people that I can send to are my members..."
Eunhyuk:"The only people I can send to are my family"
Eetuek:" 'I'm hungry~' We will send it out in a little bit. We'll see what kind of response we get back."

Moments later...
Eetuek:" Ah...I sent the message and I already got a reply back"
Eunhyuk:"What does it say?"

Donghae reply:Hyung, you didn't mean to send it to me right?
*Both laugh
Then...he got another reply...

Heechul reply:Where are you right now?

Ryeowook reply: Let's eat dinner tonight hyung, hurry up with your radio show and come home ~

Eunhyuk:"Ah...ryeowook is cooking"
---
Eetuek:"Because of Donghae sshi, I don't think I can keep working. I sent him a message 'I'm hungry' and he says,
"Hyung, you didn't mean to send it to me did you? You meant to send it to a girl right?"
So I said,"No, it was for a mission."
And he said," Don't lie. There are times like that."
He keeps sending me replies like that !"

Eunhyuk:"Its because you keep talking to all those girls that Donghae sshi says..."
Eetuek:"Ah...ah, what girls do I talk too?"
Eunhyuk:"Its because you shown sides like that that Donghae sshi is saying that."
Eetuek:"Are you being like that to me?"
Eunhyuk:"Would our Donghae say something that isn't true?"
Eetuek:"Who are some of the girls I talked to?"
Eunhyuk:"I don't know that."
Eetuek:"See!"
Eunhyuk:"You must be doing it without me knowing."

Twins Baby conversation

2011-04-01T13:18:00.003+08:00

This babies are sooo cute X3
I wonder what they are saying hehe ( ^^/)

==
Chores to do while Okaasan is out. Maybe I want to go to the library and borrow some books there.
I don't know. I still need to prepare before polytechnic starts.
Will it be like high school?
People will trash you around and bully you?
I wonder....

Aish...too caught up in my fantasy of being part of 2NE1 band. Haha X)
Hey, 2NE1 is original and they rock the world.
Lately they are featuring Adidas. Super awesome ~
YG Entertainment is good to have upload videos and translated it for us on Youtube. Thank you !
Unlike SM Entertainmet....but they do have great bands it's just that....they play unfairly :(

Mitsuki_chan said that my tagboard is not working so I put up two of them.

If you can use Shoutmix, please use that!

If you can't, then go ahead and use cbox

It's all about the lyrics

2011-03-31T14:46:00.004+08:00

A song isn't complete when there is no lyrics.
Lyrics has always made a huge impact in the songs.
Personally, I applaud for the 1990's songs. Their songs are fresh and purely no sex/vulgarities stuff.
Pure love.
One example is Debbie Gibson and her song The Most Beautiful Love Song :
But....when I heard her latest song Snake Charmer, I don't think that's her type.
Sounds like Kesha.
After 2000's, I lost interest English songs.
That's why I move to Japanese and Korean songs.
Their songs and lyrics are so touching.
Japanese songs like Aishiteru by Ken Hirai (I think I frequently post this) is about lost of your love ones.
Really unique.
If you watch the music video, you will surely cry. Check the translation, and you will cry more.If you don't, then something is wrong with you...
He's the one who sang for the sad drama, 'One litre of Tears'.
Come to think of it, my auntie still did not give my CD back :/
Korean songs like Beautiful Life by V.O.S is well a love song I guess. But see the lyrics, it's good.
Hey, I do not listen to Super Junior songs only okay X)
==
Singapore is becoming much more humid latey so I cut my hair short.

The same old hair style when I was in primary school.
Aren't you going to cut your hair (*blink blink) ?
Enough of that.
You know, after you work and got your pay, you feel really happy after obeying your supervisor for a whole month. The money that you earned yourself is a big achievement.
It feels great but at the same time, I guess I may be greedy.
Okaasan wanted $150 of my pay and I told her that I can only gave her $100 since, I still have some things to buy before polytechnic starts.
New specs that match my face when I wore my headscarf and set aside for an Ipad (just in case Ngee Ann needs one *roll eyes) Seriously, must we have this gadgets ???
I really hate this feeling.

More money = More Greedy = More conscious at the amount as it decrease

I must never have this feeling but this is Singapore. Money is needed here.
So yes, money is one of my issue.
Another to be frank is my religion.
I'm not criticising my own religion (I LOVE it) but I'm wondering.
Most of the dream are not encourage by Him.
A singer and an artist even a manga drawing is not encourage. It's always related to religion and stuff.
Dare to Dream....to me...in this religion, fails miserably.
No, I don't hate being a muslim. I really glad that I am.
No eating pork and alcohol.
Well, I think I know why we shouldn't eat pork.

You can get worms in it (*shiver.)
But I guess I'm not mature enough to fully understand this. Sorry if this entry makes you feel...racist? Uncomfortable? Offended?
==

Again, sorry if I offended you readers. I respect your decision in your own religion.

2011-03-28T23:29:00.003+08:00

Today is my last day of work~
No emotional event happened by the way. I only miss the pay day because I need money XD

Okaasan broke my headset (=.=)
She was tugging at the wire while listening to the radio on the internet until the string snap.
It's okay. I forgive her.
Oh yes, on 27/3/2011...guess what happened in our house?

Otouto's hamster gave birth to four more baby hamsters

So cute ♥♥♥

Wait till they grow up ( ^^/)

I have this dream of Ryosuke. Not going for the details but it's sweet of him (in my dream)

Product Review: Love♥More

This package consists of whitening (pink), moisturising (blue), firming (green) and the red one is a mud face mask.

Comfort: ♥♥♥♥♥ - Totally comfortable

Effects: - Varies on people skin condition

Remarks: I think I've found my new favourite facial mask. Though it can be pricey but it's worth of my money ~♥

To end this entry, I wanted to write this to my trusted friend, Mitsuki_chan.

I miss hanging out with you ^^"
Please don't feel sad and neglected ok? And you DO have talents in drawing. Good luck in your
O's this year!
-Ayakane

Confirm

2011-03-25T21:48:00.001+08:00

Yup, finally I got the letter :3
I can't wait to finally get back to my family.
This is just the beginning. When I got a job as nursing, the seniors will bully me worse...well, that's what my auntie said. (She's a nurse too)
==
Lately I love to use facial mask especially Love♥.More.
It has a lot of variety types from whitening to firming to mosturising. Pricey but it's worth it.

Babbling thoughts

2011-03-22T22:22:00.001+08:00

Other than working, I really miss family time.
I sometimes wonder why Singapore doesn't have family day where workers need to go home and spend time with your family.
Isn't family an important thing?
I heard that in the past, these kind of days exist but now, it doesn't.

Technology.
We can't escape it. Even my father admit it.
We've grown dependent on them.
In mosque also use it.
When was the last time I played outside instead of watching TV?
Reading a book instead of fanfics on the internet?
Games like hop scotch and jumping ropes other than unlimited genre games on website.
The things that we do naturally is healthier as always.

Guys,
why can't you treat a girl nicely.
Be romantic or do unexpected things to make a girl happy.
A flower or a sms from you will make a girl go 'Whee!!'
Treat her for a nice dinner for a day will make us girls remember it forever and ever.
Can't you be loving sometimes?
And please stop looking at other girls when your girl is right beside you.
Even if you do, just admit it and be honest.
Instead of, "I didn't look at her" which makes the situation worse,
tell her that she is more beautiful and that you are lucky to have her.

Girls,
sometimes we can be (a bit) too much absorb in fantasy
where prince charming will come and marry you.
We tend to obsess in one thing
but hey, we absolutely love them
Regardless on what other say about our idol and music (or fashion),
we are still loyal to them.
Do mind to keep your nose low and be humble
instead of being in nasty group and making loud noise.

These are just my babbling thoughts |

2011-03-18T23:11:00.000+08:00

That girl that I was talking about...about bullying me...silently and emotionally at work?
Well, she came back just to see how's the team going.
She even dare to ask me whether I miss her so obviously to that question is...NO.
She did told me why I piss her off.
It's because of the tone of my voice. Is that so?
When she told me that, I was wondering how I treated my friends.
If I make them piss off too...gomenasai (*bow)
I didn't know that.
My voice does sound harsh.
But anyway, we cleared the cloud. I told her already that I have social issue.

There is a girl ,who is shorter than me and look A LOT younger looking than me, in my workplace.
I asked her whether she is in poly or secondary and guess what she said.
She was going to Uni.

I went

Really?

She seriously look like a 15 year old girl. Her real age is actually 19 years old

True to the quote: Don't judge a book by it's cover.

After my work, Otoosan pick me up and we go to my grandma house.

My parents talked while I entertained the kids there by playing with them X)

Soon, my auntie came and we gave her a ride home.

While we were doing that, there's one thing that she loves to talk about. Love, Girlfriend and marriage and you know who she is targeting at? Me.

I hate the lecture.

I'm not interested in it but Okaasan just told me so say, Insyaallah

Okay, someday I will find a boyfriend but in the mean time, all I wanted to do is to torture guys who even dare to be near me. ^^/

2011-03-16T17:54:00.002+08:00

Okie...today I wanted to do a product review on this headset: Y2K

Price at S$12.90

Driver: 40mm

Sensitivity: 99dB

Frequency response: 300 - 20000Hz

Power handling capacity: 0.2W

Length of the cord: 50cm

Colour Available in Green, White, Pink and Purple (That's what I see so far)

My Ratings

Sound Quality:♥♥♥♥♡ - If you like rock & roll, this is what I recommend. You can feel the vibration when the song goes 'boom' thing

Design: ♥♥♥♡♡ - Simplicity is the new thing. I love it

Comfort:♥♥♥♥♡ - Very comfortable due to the cushions~

Remarks: I think this is suitable for confident people since this thing is quite attention seeking

~~~~

Tomorrow is my off-day and I will be going to Changi Airport with my family to fetch one of my cousins who has been going to Vietnam during these days.

I do need a break from that work. I miss family bonding (*pouts)

I saw the LG Lollipop handphone that I will like to have it and it cost S$299. I did asked the Uncle whether it's still available but he said that it was out of stock.

I went

I think I need to buy that fast once I got my pay before I officially leave my job.

Seriously, I feel terribly sad for Japan.

The most respectable people who adores nature most (in my opinion) gotten backstab by mother nature/HIM....

You can clearly see the aftermath of the earthquake and tsunami.

Hari kiamat?

The End of the world?

Well, base on what I learned from my religious class, it's already happening.

The high-rise buildings, more girls than boys, aeroplanes etc

Anyway, found a great video from nigahiga on how to support Japan.

A simple honk will make a difference :)

Or public nuisance X)

New look coming up :D

2011-03-15T21:40:00.002+08:00

Hello readers~
It's a whole week since I have never updated my recent activities but I'm updating a short post today.
I'm still here ^^"

I went to my old school, JYSS, to take my school certificate with Midori_chan. After getting those, we wander about looking whether the school has change or not.
Actually, it does. A LOT.
We saw Mr Tay and Miss Zaleha outside the Chemistry lab, having fun.
They were painting the periodic table outside the lab so that the guest who came to the school will know which lab it is.
First floor: Chemistry Lab
Second floor: Physic Lab
Third floor: Biology Lab
They are still the same :D
Miss Zaleha is just bubbly as ever and Mr Tay was just...telling the same lame jokes (^^)ﾉ
You know, it's quite memorable being able to see my old teachers.

Well, sorry for the short update but I will post more and improve this blog when I have the day-off :D

2011-03-12T15:10:00.000+08:00

Let's pray for Japan and their loved ones.
Hope they will be safe

The last time we laugh sooo hard

2011-03-10T21:30:00.001+08:00

A few days ago, we were watching some old WWE videos and we were watching this part where Mr McMahon is trying to find his 'son'. Seriously hilarious....

We went laughing like the crowds there!
HahaHA XD
The look on his face is EPIC :D
And I never seen Triple H laugh like that !

Okay, so today was okay. I was at ease anyway since that girl is having an off-day today...
Cool steam plus the rain. Oh what glorious melody the raindrops make when it hits the pavements ~
Hey, it does make really soft, pleasant music. Nature's way :)
If only I have a transparent window overlooking a meadow or something, I will just sit there and look out at it for hours and hours until it stop and let the sun rays shine on the grass (*sigh)
Well, Singapore is impossible to experience this.
Concrete jungle. Hardly any open fields here :/

I was reading Mitsuki_chan blog and she wrote about having a relationship.
Of course, every girl does thought about this even I did.
It's not a problem.

I do somehow wonder if I find a person who respect me and not like any typical guy who are SO arrogant and lazy! Opps, there I go again.

Ahh, blame Otousan for the influence.

It's good to know that someone is crushing on you, right?
But seriously, I hate it.
I don't want to waste my time spending money to you guys and trying to make an effort to make you happy.
What's the point ?!
It's not like you want to be "FOREVER TILL DEATH DO US APART" thing.
Aish, there I go again (=.=)
Uh...my preference is that he has to be direct to me.
I can't tell if someone likes me or not if he doesn't have the guts to say it to my faces.
But if I hate you, then seriously, I don't have feelings for you.
Don't take it seriously...it's not like the end of the world (*rolls eyes)
But hmmm....love does makes the world go round.

2011-03-09T21:20:00.000+08:00

Seriously feeling angry with one of the workers from my workplace.
She thinks that she's good huh? Think that YOU are superior than me? Well, you're wrong.
If I can say something to you, I want to say, WATCH OUT.
If you mess with a silent person, you are going to regret it.
You better be careful if you are going to get physical (fighting, merely pushing) with him/her.
Their long suffering of loneliness will be use as anger and it''s much, much more powerful than you.
You shouln't say that I should not be talking back. Well...how about you?
You talk back to the supervisor claiming that you are tired and lazy, ask someone else to do.
Didn't you see the look on each of our faces everytime you say that?
We just remain silent but you keep nagging.

Luckily, I have someone to remind myself that grudges is not worth it and it will make your life misearable.
Thanks to my religion idol, I sometimes wonder how he have the strength and patience to cope with poeple hating him.
Amazing...

Soon on 28 March, I'm quiting \( >O<)/ !!!